Is this a real signed copy? My friend gave it to me who described herself as extremly poor, poverty-stricken, family was on disability according to her. Found out later she lied constantly, created a smothering relationship and called me her best friend to try and hurt me. So now I am unsure looking back if this is a real gift?
remember if you are currently tormenting someone for "past crimes" you torment to achieve a goal. You have a group that agrees with you today and a mob against you tomorrow for always dealing with your problems in a negative fashion
-you can run on for a long time, but sooner or later theyre gong to cut you down
it will happen to even me! Because I talk back about wanting self respect to be achieve at all levels of existance, regardless of how you work you treat people right to make things better, but I don't understand a bunch of assholes ganging up on a person making a mistake once! So they will gang together and cut me down.
Group politics attacks us all. No point in ganging up to fight me today but instead learn how to work with individual and express ideas that are actually able to motivate individuals and everyone makes conducive relationships instead of throwing stones from both sides.
Enjoy it while it lasts
I think we all wish people would stop picking up the double edged sword just to fight the last guy for wielding the sword. You have to teach young people not to pick up the sword. You don't do that by picking up the sword.
remember if you are currently tormenting someone for "past crimes" you torment to achieve a goal. You have a group that agrees with you today and a mob against you tomorrow for always dealing with your problems in a negative fashion
-you can run on for a long time, but sooner or later theyre gong to cut you down
it will happen to even me! Because I talk back about wanting self respect to be achieve at all levels of existance, regardless of how you work you treat people right to make things better, but I don't understand a bunch of assholes ganging up on a person making a mistake once! So they will gang together and cut me down.
Group politics attacks us all. No point in ganging up to fight me today but instead learn how to work with individual and express ideas that are actually able to motivate individuals and everyone makes conducive relationships instead of throwing stones from both sides.
Enjoy it while it lasts
I think we all wish people would stop picking up the double edged sword just to fight the last guy for wielding the sword. You have to teach young people not to pick up the sword. You don't do that by picking up the sword.
I do not appreciate black and white thinking, good and evil.
But we all now that grey morality isn't new. We've all seen the world as grey, something where we have to put up with the bad to make things good.
Its all realitive. For example the bad we used to face was working outside with bugs, heat, no guaranteed shelters, etc. now Most people do not have this problem as before, but now we put up with dickheads and go "at least were not gong back"
Can't we be allowed to have black and white thinking? Have some tradition where we label things and can be wrong? Thats the reason why black and white thinking never works, it has to be sometimes grey otherwise its just an extremist philosphy.
When I was young I used to think the more grey thinking introduced to me as a kid compared to black and white thinking was refreashing, so great no one was villianized. Now I feel like I can't call a spade a spade because everythings so grey, characters are ambgious, heroic and antithetical.
Its like were all stifled by the constant whiplash of black and white thinking, into grey, then we realize were working with abusive leaders, overthrow, try another one, and complain all over again....but to me this is because all 3 colors are not accepted by everyone (that means even people who think black and white must think grey to allieviate pressure instead of turning pressure back on)
Because I made mistakes in my youth that consistent of petty thefts, and a few lies to cover it up, I was not trusted and now my family is ruining my life by telling managers (who tell all cowrokers to watch me) and neighbors that I am the worst person they know.
I am the type of guy to protest. The contrarian. Devils advocate. My family was aware and used to say awful things about gay men which I am one. Citing religion, saying biggoted outlooks and getting my progressive family members to agree. I used to yell and my family recorded me and distrubuted it to workplaces that I am a bad person to my family, a thief, to bully and pick on me. First off no one seems to recongize how soul draining work is, let alone being bullied all day everyday, excluded, people setting you up for failure, always critisized for your performance despite what you do well, lacking cause others are putting their leg out to trip you.
Let alone because of my mistake I am recieving coordinated attacks. Scams for housing, thefts, breaking into my place to turn off my garbade dispsoal, back into my garage, breaking into my car to put a tracker on it (my family stole my car remote when I lived with them, they did it and someone else I'm guessing tried to).
Is it cause and effect
I caused bad things to happen by completing a petty theft at a store. I didn't come out and tell my family
Becuase I mad mistakes in my youth, people have a right to lie, steal, generally terrorize, express hate or disinterest to me, yet I am not allowed to do the same, and if I do I'm an asshole you are allowed to scam, follow, bully, and generally mistreat. Is that moral?
Becuase of this if I am bad to people bad to me I am the real asshole who deserves to be mistreated however poeple deem I deserve to be treated.
I have my neighbors on camera walking past my car and throwing boxes out of my car the other night. The car was broken into and I lost my bookbag with everything in it. The car has no visible entry for a breaking. I lock my car every night, I even remember grabbing something and locking it. My parents have a spare key they stole when I lived with them to break into my car and I found a tracker they put in there.
This happened 2 nights ago. I am just tired of dealing with this and being called mentally ill, seeking attention for posting. I can't go to a lawyer to express emotions. I don't want to keep talking to the few friends I have about depressing things. I don't have healthcare or therapy but am applying for free healthcare. I am looking for an outlet to post online, but also a place where I hope others will at least producitlvey comment to help me understand another viewpoint into why I have such coordinated attacks against me. Its why I post long and divulging content.
Stevie had what I'd describe as homey songs. They made you feel alright. Like good tomato soup you ate at home or something comforting, that kind of satisfying. And also very poetic about love
From Bella Donna
"You can ride high on top your pony I know You won't fall, cause the whole things phoney'
"The feeling remained even when you forget to feel"
"To the world of Changing Faces, If I can't change the world, I can't face it" is so emotional
"cause I wear boots all summer long"
"excalibur"
Rock a Little and Sister Honey are perfect lyrical pieces. I sing for things.
I also like Ghosts and cry wolf for their lyrics but they're total opposite of lyrically intricate. Two kinds of love is great.
"Youve left me now and its seasoned my soul"
"To the Gypsy that remins, they says your freedom comes with a little fear. Yet I have no fear, I have only love. And if I was the child, and the child was enough, enough to receive my love, enough to be loved...well they are dancing aways from you now. She is just a wish, and the memory is all that is left for you now. Lightning may strike...maybe once, maybe twice, so it all comes down to you"
Time will cast its spell on you if you do not forget me