3.5 Months into a new job and already burnt out
Disclaimer: I used AI to add sections to my post because it was one big blob and hard to read. Otherwise I had it keep my original language.
The Situation After a 15-month unemployment stint following a layoff from an AgTech job, I finally landed a new role. But this job ended up being substantially more stressful than I expected, and I hate it. I knew it would be tough, but I'm only 3.5 months in and already feel so burnt out.
A Little About the Job I’m a 29M Account Manager at a commercial landscaping company in SoCal, making $80k/yr (no commission). I have a $1.2 million portfolio across 36 accounts. I do all the standard AM tasks - client retention, communication, and site visits - but at this company, we ALSO fully manage the crews (I manage 10 people). This includes hiring/firing, scheduling, timecards, managing their trucks/equiptment, etc. On top of that, we are responsible for diagnosing irrigation issues, which ends up being very time-consuming.
The Workload and Culture The workload is massive. 36 properties is a lot of people to report to, and the worst part of this job is that someone is always upset at you. HOA boards are the bane of my existence. I am constantly getting flooded with panic emails/calls and every day is spent putting out the biggest fires.
My boss is a huge A-hole who gaslights me and undermines how much work there is, telling us we just "need to be more organized." We start at 6am sharp every day, which means waking up at 5 every morning. I work roughly 5:50 to 3:30 or 4pm everyday. I dont take lunches or breaks. I’ve had to work the last couple of Saturdays because I was "the lowest on the totem pole." I leave every day stressed about what I didn't get done and what I will be reamed for tomorrow. For reference, they have had four people on my accounts in the last two years.
My Career Goals & Advice Needed I’m already burnt out, but I don’t want to look like a "job hopper," especially after being unemployed for 15 months. However, I don’t know if I can make it much longer.
Regarding my career goals: I honestly just want to maximize PTO and flexibility. I’m big into climbing and traveling, and I want time to do the things I love. I don’t need a ton of money, just enough for a moderate lifestyle.
I was hoping to use this experience to eventually transition into something hybrid, remote, or at least with more flexibility better work/life balance, but this current environment feels unsustainable.
Should I just stick it out? As miserable as I am, I know I am building good resume skills..
I was looking into Project Management, as I know the work im doing is similar (but PMs have better pay). BUT, will I just find myself in the same situation if I got into Project Management?
Are there other green industry or Ag/horticulure adjacent roles that I should look into that may be a better fit?
Other industries I should consider?? Open to getting more education, licenses, certifications
Any other advice you may have for navigating toxic work culture / the current bad job market.