u/alwaysaloneinmyroom

I know birthdays are a small matter compared to what's going on but I promised myself to have a good day this year and it's just not feasible. You barely have enough to even cover food, transportation and other basics. I promised a young girl I would get her a plate of food from item 7 for her birthday because hers is just a day before mine and now that it's here, I'm starting to reconsider because "that money could go to something else". 3k o.

I'm just so annoyed, I don't know anywhere else I could vent where people would understand. And yes, I know it's horrible to make promises you won't keep, don't worry.

P.S. If you have a job opportunity, I'm job hunting please. I'm willing to move provided the pay is good.