u/_demon_kitty_0

I keep feeling like my dysphoria is getting worse I just wish I was born a boy I see plenty of other trans guys online and I get jealous of them because they have flatter chest they are more masculine and everything and I just want that to be me why did I have to be born this way I don't know what to do my mom took my binder and I have been trying my best to deal with it for a while I was doing fine but for some reason it just hit me like a ton of bricks I don't know why it feels like it comes in waves and that during the summer I feel much worse I don't know what to do my family doesn't have much money so even if there was a place for gender therapy it might not be affordable

Hi I am 16 I am transgender ftm and I am wondering if It would be ok for me to go to a pride parade I live in the US so I am unsure of if it is safe as I am scared that something bad will happen but I really want to go my grandpa already said he will take me if we have enough money to go and I know the event is for everyone because I already looked it up and stuff but I am just wondering if it would be ok and if I should go and also if I should bring anything to show that I belong there or what so please tell me

I went to my mother's house today to spend the night but decided to come back to my grandpa's house because she kept arguing with me and getting mad at me for little things and she made me take my binder off and wear an outfit that makes me look feminine and shows my body more and the whole time I was wearing it my mind was screaming at me that this isn't right that it makes me look like a girl and just a bunch of stuff but my mom doesn't seem to care and wants me to be a girl when I'm not a girl I am a boy no matter what she says or does that will not change for a while I was wondering if I was even trans because of all the things she keeps saying to me I wish I was a cis guy instead of a trans one because I know I am meant to be a boy it just feels right like a missing peice of a puzzle finally clicking into place but it feels like she is trying to yank that peice away from me

Can someone please tell me how I might get my mom to get me trans tape she says she accepts me and stuff at times but wants me to be 'happy in my body' which is hard but she doesn't understand and I don't know how to get her to so if anyone could advice would be appreciated

For me with being trans masc I somehow get euphoria from spitting of all things as I guess I see it as a sort of more boyish thing to do and also I get euphoria about helping my grandfather with stuff like lifting things or helping with the vehicles when ever they break down

I need some advice I am very down on myself lately as I feel I am tearing my family a part because I am trans my mother says the only reason I am "thinking I am trans" is because of someone I used to know who said they were but it isn't I mean it is how I found out trans people existed but it isn't the reason I came out which I came out a few months before turning 13 so if I was faking I probably would have already stopped and I know I'm not faking because why else would I love being called a boy having masculine features and being referred to as he him or even they them I was even fine when my mom called me an "it" but she isn't even doing that now I do live in a pretty conservative area but I know that isn't an excuse for her behavior because my grandpa which is her dad does fine with my gender and name but she doesn't and my dad even has been trying yet I haven't seen him in months because he has been working too much. Now back to talking about my mother she says that she has spent her whole life caring about me but it doesn't seem that way because she doesn't have much to do with me and everytime she gets with another guy she has another child but thankfully she can't have anymore because she barely takes care of them always making me babysit so I also don't get to spend much time with her anyway but that is all I wanted to say also that is the least she has done