I want to break up with my boyfriend
I really do want to and it's making me feel so guilty. I used to really really love him.
So, me and him have been in a relationship for 8 months now and this is my first relationship and his as well. We used to do good I think (or maybe I was too blind to notice the signs) but since about 4 months he started treating me weirdly - he barely talks to me and every time I talk he doesn't listen or just switches the topic and starts talking about something he wants, which now thinking has been like that even and before we started dating. He also pressured me into a lot of sexual situations which I told him I wasn't comfortable with since I really didn't want to engage in that at that moment but I still did because he would get upset even if he said he's fine and "consent matters". We don't text throughout the day and it's only me who texts in the evening so we have a small conversation. If I don't text, he won't either. 4 months ago when I started noticing all this more than usual he found a new friendgroup who are people I have known since a lot of time and let's say they don't really like me. And one day when we were supposed to go out he made me go with his friends who were acting extremely weird in public and blasting some weird music in a public park which was extremely humiliating for me and I left earlier. He never thought he had made me uncomfortable even though I told him. I don't think they have exactly brainwashed him into all this but they definitely have an influence over him.
I really don't know what to do but I really do think I am losing feelings for him and also I have been feeling disgusted by his physical touch. Should I break up with him? (And yes, I have talked to him about those things that make me uncomfortable and he didn't take them into account.)