I just found an old roach in my pocket and for the first time in 13 years i said outloud "i don't need that anymore"
Wow!
I figured out how to live without medical cannabis to mask my issues.
I can go forward without something that numbs my emotions.
I can be within myself, and feel my feelings, and be at peace with them, myself, and the world around me; without the substance i previously needed!
I never thought this day would come!
Here we are!
It feels magical!
It feels better than when i was high; clarity is better than high!
I guess what i really sought by using medical cannabis was clarity.
Ahhhhh! :)
Thank you to whoever created this wonderful community where we can share out journey towards a better life! :)