Unfortunately through sex I get too attached and it destroys my life every time. My life is always on point and successful when I’m abstaining from sex and purely focused on making money, friendships and personal enjoyment from other experiences.
I’m not religious at all, I’m simply going celibate because I prefer the way my brain works and how ky life feels when I’m not having sex with people.
I’m planning on doing atleast ten more sessions until it’s completely flat and then I’m getting a tattoo over it! Going to document my scar removal journeys.
Six months of no contact whatsoever blocked on everything.. told me to never contact him again due to some problems.
I stayed consistent
I changed my mindset
I changed how I view myself and I envisioned what I would do when our relationship starts again, i told myself I’ll do it right
I became the best version of myself through these six months and along the way manifested him
And he reached out today and said he wanted to try again and he missed seeing me..
Anything is possible!! I’m so shocked it’s all just perfect timing lol
I ended up moving cities and we sort of drifted away I blocked him off everything and he didn’t chase me, but I know he’ll come back.
I can’t handle the thought of anyone else touching me
Only him
I don’t care
I will wait