u/WazatorashiiGaikokuj

A very sad goodbye

She loves dragon's breath flowers

(eating disorders and bulimia)

I have so much to say so much pain to communicate but i just cant open up

amazingly supportive gf <333

She makes herself as numb as possible, to her body and mind, via the universe in her phone, the endless scroll of social media, and weed. It's so sad, but also seems kind of cozy. 

She was evil

She loved me, but she hurt me more

stuck grinding money in a relationship where she takes all my money and time...

i keep trying to leave but she always says she'll kill herself

ugh i need to be strong

anyways i really miss getting to draw

bad relationship

dissociation, derealization depersonalization

I have all these men's hearts in my hands.. but I just feel so torn up and used.... opened up, my body is the commodity, the honey, the attraction, the only thing of worth I have. My mind, personality, spirit, whatever, is nothing..

but I feel like Im beginning to understand how to make use of their obsession with gutting me. Their love of turning me inside out. Their need to see my insides. Ill show them my insides and make them my slaves. Im learning to overcome being a woman, ascending to being a queen.

r/DSPD

forever nocturnal means I cant get a good job.. wtf did i get the degree for then. either be tortured by being so tired forever just to have prestige, or have a quiet nothing disappointment failure well-slept sane nocturnal life

almost done with early twenties and learning that even after school ends and employment begins and you get into a loving relationship

there still is no freedom

especially for females