u/VenomSnake422

I've been looking for this old pc game that i used to have when I was a kid. It was a childrens pc game where it was like a "choose your own adventure" storybook style game. The main character who guides you through the game reminds me of Dora the explorer or something, a girl with dark skin who presents choices to you as to how to progress the story. Ive spent years trying to find this game and im not sure if I just imagined it in a fever dream I had after watching Dora the explorer when I was little. It came out around the time of games like fisher price pirate ship and had similar graphics.

I have my finger hovering over the delete button just in case this post is dumb, but I have to air out this feeling somewhere and im curious about other people's experiences.

Im 31 and was atheist for a long time up until my mid 20s when I started studying the bible. I've been studying the catechism recently and have made the decision to join OCIA and be baptized this next year. I have no issues with church teachings or anything like that, my main issue is that there is this maddening feeling in the back of my mind that makes me feel like I dont belong among the community. Most people at the parish I attend have been brought up in it since they were children and ive never met another adult who is in the same boat as im in, having been non religious for such a long time and having a call to faith later in their life. I have had support from our faith formation counselor and few other people in the KOC at the church who have welcomed me, but I still have this nagging feeling that I will never truly fit in with the community having the background ive lived through for so long. I feel like an alien on another planet sometimes. Has anyone else had experiences like this before?