u/Vampy-Night

I'm new to the lore and just being curious

If Slaanesh can be born out of a race's NSFW activities, what's stopping from another chaos god being born?

So could the god emperor become the chaos god of hate, control, and despair?

Because all of the ingredients are there but nothing is cooking.

Would it be possible for him to become a chaos god considering his skeletal state? Or be possible for a mortal to become a chaos god?​

So I thought about going to college to get my life back on track and maybe get a decent career

But with me being poor, I thought I'd apply for fasfa first to see if it's even a option because school is way to expensive.

I applied and got accepted.

This is just regular FASFA

But I have no idea what to go to college for. Because with all of my issues, like not being able to drive to work, seizures

I went to career advisor at the local community College I will be attending, if I do go and she sent me to a career test portal

I took it and it said either graphic design data entry jobs at offices

But those things do not need a degree. Graphic design is portfolio based. And office clerk, receptionist, data entry do not require a degree. I looked them up on indeed and linked in.

I thought maybe I look at other things that my local community college has and we'll they are either worthless degrees like learning Spanish or degrees that I can't do like nursing.

It's basically a very generic college.

I don't know what to do tbh. I don't want to get penalized/ in trouble either because that would be bad.

Thank you for answering

I was thinking about this while testing warlock. And was wondering why am i not liking warlock since i do like edgier things. And its because you don't look like a warlock yourself.

Sure you could go draenei and go with the manari customization options but they kinda ruined them by not adding the demonic fel scarred look

But in d4, your warlock looks like a warlock. Full of ritualistic scars, messed up makeup, etc.

And they can easily do this too as they did this with demon hunter and are still going to be doing it. And its even going to be spec themed for devourer

And not just warlocks should have this.

Death knights too. They should get red and green eyes. They should be able to have runes on their bodies reflecting the color of their spec. And if they wanted to stop being PG rated E in WoW, give them blood coming from their mouth. Blood DKs are basically violent vampires at this point, there's no reason to hold back.

Druids can get wood arms with the choice of flowers or no flowers. Maybe some antlers

Priests could get light runes. While they can full commit to spriests being old god themed and give them tentacles and extra eyeballs

So i walk on my toes. I always have for all of 27 years of living. Even had achiles tendon loosening surgery to try and stop it when i was a kid, it did not work. It's just my normal way of walking, it feels right

Anyways i decided to see if there was term for people who felt this way. And low and behold i found that people with autism toe walk. But none of the sources really explained why

So I'm just being curious. Why is toe walking so common with people who have Autism? I just really want to know.

I'm 27 and people have always treated me this way.

I know that they are trying to help because i am struggling but they don't see the hell that my life is, and i can't be molded to do anything.

This especially is around career area where I am struggling the most. Rn i am applying to minimum wage jobs and entry leveled jobs like crazy, because it's what i can do. Well okay somewhat tolerate is the best term. For the minimum wage jobs, i'll just have a meltdown on breaks and home if i get one (sensory issues)

And especially now since i'm considering college.

People say get your associates in business, they think i can do it. But they don't see my flaws. I am not good with people and reading them. I can do it but it's extremely difficult. And especially since I really can't talk well. (for some reason i can do better typing as you can see than actually talking) I can talk but its difficult.

Then they say that I can do computer programming, they can see it in my eyes. Like wtf. 1.) I'm not looking into your eyes because eye contact is extremely difficult. 2.) My brain doesn't do well in stressful situations and jobs like web dev are extremely difficult. I can see the meltdowns. 3.) What does that even mean?

Then anything healthcare comes up, just like nursing, dietician, and such. If i am not good with people at all, i probably shouldn't do medical stuff.

And for the people on the computer saying "If you aren't good with people, how do you expect to get any job" For me it's not about hating people, it's more about kinda being awkward in social situations and hard to read people emotionally. I can tell what people are felling emotionally if they are yelling and such but if it's subtle, good luck.

But this also happens outside of education.

Like my parents tried to get me talking to people by forcing to go to a card shop and play magic with people when i was younger. As you can tell, it didn't go so well. With it being difficult to talk and being socially awkward when i am talking, yeah. I was so moldable that i just mostly stook to the corner of a empty table. I tried to be social but it did not work. Also did not help that I zero interest in magic

Like them wearing elegant robes/dresses seems out of place for them.

Wearing fully metal heavy armor suit seems out of place for them

I think the only kind of armor that works for them is really nature based armor. It's kinda the reason why i think druids are the perfect class for them. Druids have all kinds of nature armor and looks natural on them

I think it's because how primitive they look. From the porcupine barbs. To the tusks. To the paint. To their animal like hands and feet.

It makes them look out of place in a lot of armors that aren't nature based

I sadly relapsed after a week and a half. But now i know what makes me relapse. But it's really not a good situation

1.) When i am really stressed about general life

2.) When my very possibly trans dysphoria shows up. I use it as a mask to cover them up when they do show

I know what i have to do, A LOT OF THERAPY, but no safe therapist around, especially in the state (or even country now, USA) I live in. Sighs*

Guess I just have go in back in day one knowing i'm f*cked

Out of the 4 Khorne actually seems the laziest. The other 3 seem to be doing what they are gods of.

Tzeentch is just laughing his ass off manipulating people with false wisdom and teaching sorcery that ultimately f*cks the worshipper

Nurgle is actively creating plagues and testing them on poor Isha

Slaanesh is doing uhhh lets just say, it would make a succubus very happy

But then there is Khorne. He's the chaos god of war. But all he really does is sit on his throne and yell at people. The most we see of him doing things is in fantasy, where he basically yeets Skullbrand for hitting Khorne from behind.

You would think for being a god of war, he would be battling things or being a general, but nope he just sits there

Is there a reason why he just sits on his throne and not participate in war?

So the community college i was planning on going to is really pointless. They really just do have the bare basics. It's like a college setting you up to fail.

I was looking at the degrees and certifications. And there's some healthcare, business stuff, computer programming. But that's really it. It's the bare f*cking minimum. Altogether the "school" has 50 programs including the useless ones like Spanish (youtube or duolingo work wonders). And some of them are useless in a unique way. Like there a cert in software dev, but you need a bachelors degree most of the time so that cert is useless.

I went to a other community college's site just for sh*ts and giggles. (it's out of my reach for because I can't drive. Seizures) And holy f*cking crap! The A in the alphabetical order in the degrees and certifications list is longer than what my local crappy community "college" is and with more useful stuff. A whole lot of automotive trade stuff. Other trade stuff. Want to learn accounting, f*ck it we have a degree in that too.

And there is a whole lot of other stuff, that was just the A list in the alphabetical order degree and cert page. Just in the A category there is 90, including the useless ones. This is already way more than my local community college has to offer.

And the thing is my local crappy community "college" has been up for YEARS.

And you would think the "college" would have automotive trade stuff since my city has tire places, autozones, a couple car repair shops, but nope nope. Not even that

I mean sure my local crappy community college is good if you want to get a associates in computer science, business, and healthcare.

At what point do we not call a college, a college. When a college has about 20 useful degrees and certifications out of 50, there needs to be a assessment.

It feels like if a school is this limited there needs to be a assessment on whether or not to call it a college or just a place for higher education

As a pagan I'm just being curious

I was recently on the Hellenism sub and saw a really cool art piece a artist did of her which i really like.

https://www.reddit.com/r/Hellenism/comments/1rsnmnw/49_artistic_offerings_to_aphrodite_day_24/And

On her leggings it hads the "Love is the law. Love under will" and looked it up and saw that the saying is thelemic.

So what does Aphrodite have to do in Thelema? I have little knowledge in thelema so am curious