u/Usual_Caterpillar135

Well, the title says it all.

I don’t feel like I’m ready to start the process of divorce.

My husband cheated on me, and some immediate family and friends know.

We’re in therapy, CC and IC.

We share kids.

So much of what I dreamt is gone. I thoroughly feel embarrassed about this all, and I really long to feel like I love someone, and feel that they love me too. And most definitely wouldn’t destroy our family.

I don’t think I’ll ever be fine here in my current marriage. I could deal with it, but I’m missing out emotionally.

It all eats me up. Like I’m just not motivated to move forward or make a decision.

Well, the title says it all.

I don’t feel like I’m ready to start the process of divorce.

My husband cheated on me, and some immediate family and friends know.

We’re in therapy, CC and IC.

We share kids.

So much of what I dreamt is gone. I thoroughly feel embarrassed about this all, and I really long to feel like I love someone, and feel that they love me too. And most definitely wouldn’t destroy our family.

I don’t think I’ll ever be fine here in my current marriage. I could deal with it, but I’m missing out emotionally.

It all eats me up.