I feel ashamed of my horrible behavior towards her
A few months ago, I was home alone and was sitting nearby kitchen on couch. And suddenly our maid cut her finger badly on a broken glass while washing dishes. I saw it happen, but for some reason I just sat there and didn’t react immediately. Only after she hissed in pain again did I finally get up and give her a bandaid.
What really disturbs me is that it took me several minutes to fully register that she was a human being standing there in pain. I feel deeply ashamed of my horrible behaviour towards her, and the memory still bothers me months later.