u/TreyA321

I got caught with a phone. I showed the lock screen and the room and put the phone away. Do you think I'm screwed?

Over the recent months as I've started to pull away from my father I have realized there is this emptiness inside. I don't even know who I am, what I like, or what to do. I think I'm a narcissist because of this. I want to experiment with things but feel so drained. I am not sure what to do. I feel like everything I've ever done was to fill his ego. How do you come back to yourself from that and find you. Are there any tips. Feel like I've numbed myself my whole life and am scared I cant change. Also intense burnout probably because I was never enough in my head.