u/Tiny_Garlic5966

Just how contrarian are BPD folks?

They always seem to do the opposite of what's going on, in the opposite direction.

I had an older male harass follow and stalk me. He was my superior. I've never told anyone. I wanted to know if the following scenarion is considered SA.

I was in a group shower, showering under a shower head rinsing off and to my far right all the way at the other side, he looks in at me, making eye contact, smirking, laughing. He kept looking me up and down over and over. This latedp less than 30 seconds. I was the only soldier out of 12 soldiers that he choose to "check in on me" in the shower. Why did he seem me out? Why did he look me up and down and smirk and laugh.

This was when I was in the army. He punished me and taunted me. This is so so immensely embarrassing. He would call me a pussy constantly in Spanish and got others to join in from my unit.

The image of him watching me through the door way genuinely felt like a violation against me. Like if he could intend to hurt me with looks, his would certainly suffice.

Please don't make fun of me. I have a lot of shame surrounding this.

I was never in any trouble in the army, I kept to myself, I hung out with my buddies, we went to work every day and had off weekends for the most part when not needed.

I was targeted for my demographic and given hurtful and unprofessional feedback.

This supervisor made sure that he would be the type to argue and debate who was right and who was wrong on any subject or insert himself into a situation as a subject matter expert.

The overall feeling I got was one of domination. The need to supresse or dominate another person by controlling them by shame and "orders from a non commissioned office.

Yes I am vague with some details to protect others involved.

Please be kind. This is the first time I have ever discussed this.

Woukd this be considered SA?

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What do they do when they get upset?

Are there common behaviors?

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203?

Anti material rifle?

Sniper Rifle?

Or a good old fashioned fire fight?

What's your normal load out for going into combat?