u/Themoodysoul_15_12

Life honestly never feels the same after losing best friends, especially someone who became part of your everyday routine and comfort. You start missing the little things the most the random talks, shared humor, and having someone who just understood you naturally. nobody can fully replace that kind of connection. I just don't feel good cuz all of my friends just disappeared to became distant at a same time. Life sucks..

i feel alone.. no connected.... but i had one.. which is broken.. from other side... and now she ignores me like hell.. mostly...... and it makes me angry and sad both at the same time... i dont know like.... i dont even want to block her... by thinkin tht what if things will become ok in future... if i block her i will lose her forever... but man...............idk... i just.. dont feel good....

Hey.. i feel like... i wish i had ppl to talk.. ppl like us who would understand our situation.. who we could build connection with.. i made a discord server for that.. i know what we want cuz i am one of that.. the server is new so it will take time for gathering ppl like us but still we can find atleast someone.. atleast u can find me there... do join the server... trust me you will feel better there cuz i know what and how you are feeling ❤️‍🩹

link - https://discord.gg/Jt5vvYDTbe

Hey.. i feel like... i wish i had ppl to talk.. ppl like us who would understand our situation.. who we could build connection with.. i made a discord server for that.. i know what we want cuz i am one of that.. the server is new so it will take time for gathering ppl like us but still we can find atleast someone.. atleast u can find me there... do join the server... trust me you will feel better there cuz i know what and how you are feeling ❤️‍🩹

link - https://discord.gg/Jt5vvYDTbe

sometime idk i feel unwanted by ppl i love.. there are many ppl.. they might show me that they care about me.. when i said nobody cares about me..... other then that i'm invisible.. from inside i want to be around ppl who see me... i wished i had ppl who would fight for me.. its just... i am noone's someone.. just a random guy in everyone's life... noone gonna remember him much if he disappears.. thats i am i feel

i wish those all things never happened 💔

tbh idk what to say.. i feel tired.. i have ppl.. 2 ppl.. but i still dont feel them as mine.. its like.. i am just a side charecter for them.. even tho they talk to me daily and kind of care for me....... i had a best friend but... due to some miscommunication.. she left.. i mean she is here but the connection is kind of broken.. she was really a good friend of mine i believe... and i tried to be that either but i guess i couldn't.... since childhood i was left out.. i had no friends i could say mine.. i was like just a side charecter.. if i remember my 1st friend i had when i was a kid... something happened between us and since then we never talk.. nothin i just threw a stone on his head.. i still feel bad about it but.. we never talked after that...... years later i got one more friend when i was in 3rd grade.. but only for an year.. after my 3rd year my school was changed and i dont know even if he is alive or not.... when i was in my new school i was super lonely that i used to talk to my water bottel or my pencil and all.. my mom's signature on my school diary.. i used to see then as my siblings.. irl siblings.. and in 5th i got a friend but even that person was never MY friend but just a normal guy who used to talk to me.. and he used to kind act bad to me too sometimes.. in 6th i was like lonely as hell... used to feel like crying... and in addition with that i also fell in love with someone in that class.... and since then i had friend but used to feel leftout... could never fit anywhere.. i believe........ and still.. even now... i took an year drop and always live in my room cuz i dont have friends outside + i am not allowed to go out... i will go to collage this year but still.. till now.. many things happened with me.. and i never even got a flower from someone... nor a hug... when someone does a small bare minimum efforts for me.. i feel like crying that omg you did that for me... like sending me one sweet text on my bday..... cuz now i dont even expect anyone to take one small effort and actually send me something else then "happy birthday" on my birthday.... even a "you are great" text.......................... thats what i wanted to say...