▲ 7 r/bigthief
What is a Big Thief or Adrienne Lenker song that really helped u?
So I'm genuinely interested in peoples opinions on meanings of songs but other stuff is greatly appreciated!! :))
u/The_Hades_Wolf0312 — 4 days ago
u/The_Hades_Wolf0312
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I posted regarding my relapse a few months ago, I am not getting any cleaner or better so, yeah, any advice on how to stay clean or just live is appreciated :(
u/The_Hades_Wolf0312 — 14 days ago
155 days clean up the drain. I just really needed to. I feel so ashamed, I'm not doing well in anything rn, not school, not friends, definitely not mental health. I felt just so useless, I just needed to Cvt. Idk why. I just don't deserve to be here anymore.
If there is any advice or shit I'm grateful for it, I'm quite literally on the brink. I just need some advice about how to reduce urges. I hate that I have to come here for help. I hate that I'm still like this. I just hate myself so much for this shit. :((
u/The_Hades_Wolf0312 — 16 days ago
155 days officially clean up the drain. I felt so so so fucking sad and the worst part? I couldn't stop. I just carried on cvtting. Plus I have literally no bandages or first aid equipment rn. Ran out from last time. I just feel like a failure and a loser. 🫠😭😓
I have no idea what to do and just feel so helpless against urges rn. Any advice to reduce urges are greatly appreciated!!
Thnx guys.
u/The_Hades_Wolf0312 — 17 days ago
▲ 74 r/MadeOfStyrofoam
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I've been feeling lots of shame towards my scars and it's all a bit overwhelming. I also don't know what to do because I have a scar and it is a shiny white and hurts like Crapppp. I also have one (wrist) that is also shiny white and really old that also somehow hurts like hell. So if anyone knows wtf to do with shame and pain mentally and physically, I am all ears 😭🫠
Thnxxx
u/The_Hades_Wolf0312 — 18 days ago