Ace spectrum butch
I yearn for a femme.
Every time I try to get back into dating, I feel like my hopes are dashed. Not only do I yearn for a femme, but I am also on the ace spectrum and I have trauma with intimacy. I feel like I can’t find a femme in the first place let alone an ace spec femme. And I don’t want to disappoint a femme that is not ace spec.
I want to spoil and adore someone, though. It just feels so unlikely to happen for me