I have ADHD and was supposed to go on medication but due to no access to any form of support never got to. I live with my family and they're my only sources of income but they don't care about my wellbeing and stopped me from actually getting medicated.
I also have an anxiety disorder that doesn't help at all. I had to drop out of school and developed agoraphobia after that. I don't know if it's burnout but I cannot seem to have that push to do anything at all. It feels like depression but I have no negative thoughts so I don't know. It's like I'm frozen in time. I knew something was wrong with me since I was a kid, but my parents never cared, even if I always obviously struggled and all the teachers pointed it out.
I'm trying homeschooling by myself so I can build a future for myself, but I just cannot do it. I just end up sitting at the desk all day doing nothing, or in a good day manage to do almost nothing. I don't even do anything else, like my hobbies. I think about and plan in my mind on how I can resolve this, but it never gets past that. I just end up thinking on how I ruined this all because I can't even do simple tasks.