u/SupermanGamin

Can't find it.

I just broke the last thing keeping me alive in my shitty life, first it was losing my girlfriend thanks to my meltdown, then I lost my boyfriend after a meltdown, and now after I ended breaking my PC. I want this shitty thing out of my brain and I don't care how many self-diagnosed NTs posing as Autists I offend. Autisms doesn't do anything but ruin my miserable enough life. When parents think they have it hard because their child is autistic, try having autism for one day and then watch everything you care about leave you because of actions you cannot control, get burned out in college and embarrass yourself everyday. Everyone gets an off feeling about you and when you do something wrong they'll already know you were going to fuck it up. Honestly having destroyed my only opportunities at dating was so fucking hard, and now this shit, my PC isn't responding because I got triggered. I'm so tired of this shit. Fuck Autism.