There is something about the lines being thin but having some variation of weight and texture that I’ve always loved but nothing I’ve found has ever felt right. I’m unsure if they still use Sai but I know they mentioned using it in the past! Everything I find is too smooth?? Like this looks like it has some ✨crunch✨ to it! I would love a free procreate alternative because I’ve tried for YEARS :(
My fiancé is being sent to boot camp next month for the Marines and after that it’s the usual 3 more months of tech school and then we find out where we are living. The move itself is a bit of a stress in itself as I have lived in a large household my whole life… it’s just the thought of him being deployed is what is making my stomach churn. I know what I have gotten myself into, we have had multiple discussions but my heart still aches. I know for their first term they could get deployed up to 2 times and I am just hoping that he is lucky and gets to just go to work on base and come home. I love my man more than anything and he seems very relaxed about everything… but I am a worrier. We are in our early twenties and I have never lived on my own and away from family. He has spoken to my mother about what to do if he IS deployed and they agreed that I would live back at home until he comes back. I know it may seem ridiculous but I have never been in an empty and quiet home. I want us to have a future and to be able to have a home, have children and to pursue my education with the help of being a military spouse… but I can’t help but feel so anxious. How do you all cope? Am I overreacting? I truly am at a loss because I know that everything will be okay.. but I still can’t help but have this big ball of worry and anxiety in me. Any advice would be great, thank you.
I was doing so good just pacing myself and eating less… and now I feel like I can’t stop and I’m sick to my stomach. I have a lot going on in my life and I am snacking multiple times a day and literally shoving food into my mouth when no one is looking. I just made a breakfast sandwich and a shit ton of tater tots with a bunch of cheese…
I don’t like a lot of cheese… but I ate it all. I kept eating even though my body said to stop. I don’t know what to do because I feel bloated and greasy and yucky all the time. Even if I’m disgusted, I eat it. Any advice on pacing myself and eating less? I can’t go on like this. As I type this, I feel so nauseous but not enough for my body to reject what I just ate. For anyone getting better, what helped you???? Please