u/Ry3nh0wells

Sorry for my english, i find it hard to put what i want to write into words so bare with me.

Recently been diganossed as having autism.

I always do overtime and work my best but my head feels heavy/off. I feel like if i dont do overtime/ do my shifts i feel like ill get fired. I work 6 days of the week.

3 of those shifts i do double shifts. And no matter if it 3 hours-8 hours of work, i always feel tired, my head feels like its going to expolde and i dont know how to deal with it.

Its mostly in a structure that ive gotten used to, but i will takes 30 mintues- 2 hours breaks broken into 2 1 hour breaks. Just to calm down.

Is their anything i can do i listen to music while working to stay calm and focus but my head just feels ill/off

I like my job but i fired sooo tired everyday no matter how long my shifts are. I get to work about 1 hour early so i can destress before my dsy.

Sorry for the long text and any english errors

So i gotten my test back and i have autism, out of the 7 things they look for i have 6 of those things.

Sorry im not the best with english/ how to say things so if i say anything wrong im sorry.

I work 6 days a week but its very draining and its staring to make my head feel off, im able to talk if it on things i enjoyed or telling a customer where a item is but it will take a couple of mintues for me to say where that item is due to getting my words mixed up.

I cant do small talk and if i have earphones in i do my work alot better, if they are dead its alot harder for me to focus and it messes with my head.

Sorry about going on and on. I do want to move out of my parents place and pip will help out massivly with finding a place.

I did the test thing on their website and got 14. I cant start a convo/ jump into one.

Cant apply online which is annoying i have to call them. Can i apply through email. Calling people is worst for me i dont like calling/ find it hard on what to say.

Sorry for the long post my mum said i should apply for pip and i want too but i dont know how to go about it without calling

Any advice please