u/RedaNassef

Writing this while collapsing in the street. My wife is dying right now, and I need a miracle to save her.

Writing this while collapsing in the street. My wife is dying right now, and I need a miracle to save her.

I am writing this from the street, and I am literally breaking down. My wife, Marilyn, is fading away right now during her dialysis session. Her blood levels have dropped to a fatal limit (6.2).

While she was screaming from the unbearable pain, she grabbed my hand tightly, looked into my eyes, and said: "I pray to God that I die, my love, just to relieve you from the torture you are going through for me. I’ve exhausted you so much... I’m so sorry."

Can you imagine? While she is facing death, she is apologizing to me! I am a shattered man. I have spent the entire night running everywhere, begging charities and people, but every door was slammed in my face because I don’t have the money for the (two units of filtered blood) she urgently needs to stay alive.

To those who doubt me or hurt me with words: I swear I am ready to start a LIVE video call right now from the hospital so you can see her condition with your own eyes. I am uploading all the official stamped medical reports. Please, have mercy on my pain. If anything happens to her today, I will not live another second. I cannot exist without her. I am asking for a miracle. I just want her to breathe. Please help me.

u/RedaNassef — 6 hours ago
▲ 0 r/Egypt

"حلم الأمومة اللي مات قبل ما يبدأ.. صرخة راجل بيشوف مراته بتدبل قدام عينيه ومحتاج سنده"

"يا كل إنسان لسه قلبه بيدق بالرحمة.. أنا مش بكتب قصة خيالية، أنا بكتب بدموع راجل بيشوف شريكة عمره وكسرة قلبي بتتحطم كل ليلة قدام عيني.

أنا ومراتي عايشين قصة حب كبيرة، بس العجز مكتفنا. حد فيكم جرب يحس إن كلمة 'أمومة' ممكن تكون حكم بالإعدام؟ مراتي، اللي هي دنيتي كلها، كان حلمها تسمع كلمة 'ماما'، بس الدكاترة صدمونا بكلمة واحدة: 'لو فكرت في الحمل، هتموت فوراً'. الفشل الكلوي مخدش منها صحتها بس، ده خد منها أغلى غريزة في الدنيا. أملها الوحيد إنها تكون أم، وترجع تحس إنها إنسانة تانية، هو 'زراعة كلية'.. ومن غيرها، إحنا بس مستنيين الموت مع كل جلسة غسيل.

تخيلوا حالي.. أنا الراجل اللي كنت بفتخر بقوتي، دلوقتي بغسل هدومنا بإيدي. مش عشان معنديش غسالة، لأ، عشان بعتها هي وكل قطعة عفش في بيتي عشان أصرف على علاجها والأدوية اللي بنحتاجها بعد كل جلسة غسيل. الجلسة مش هي نهاية الوجع، دي بداية الانهيار اللي بيحتاج تكاليف فوق طاقة البشر.

أنا مش بطلب ثروة.. أنا بطلب منكم بس تتخيلوا نفسكم مكاني لثانية واحدة. تخيل إنك قاعد جنب أكتر حد بتحبه وهي بتصرخ من الوجع، وماسكة إيدك وبتبص في عينك وبتقولك: 'أنا مش عايزة أموت دلوقتي.. أنا عايزة أعيش عشان أجيب لك طفل يفضل معاك يفتكرني بيه'. هتحس بإيه وأنت عارف إنك حتى مش معاك تمن 'ساندوتش' لنفسك عشان وفرت كل قرش عشان تجيب لها 'مسكن' يسكت صرخاتها؟

أنا خسرت شغلي لأني ملقدرش أسيبها لوحدها؛ الموت بيطاردها في كل ركن. أصحاب الشغل مش فاهمين يعني إيه 'وفاء'، بس أنا فاهم. هفضل جنبها، أغسل وأطبخ وأشيلها على كتافي، بس محتاجكم تكونوا السند اللي ضاع مني.

أي حاجة ممكن تقدموها، حتى لو تمن 'كوباية قهوة' أو 'وجبة بسيطة'، بالنسبة لنا هي حجر الأساس عشان نبني حياة مكسورة. هي الأمل في 'وصلة شريانية' ترحم رقبتها من قسطرة الوجع، والأمل في بكرة من غير صراخ.

أنا متمسك بربنا، وعندي إيمان إن فيه قلوب في الدنيا دي مش هتقبل الوجع ده. ومعايا كل التقارير الطبية والإثباتات اللي تأكد كلامي. قبل ما تعدي البوست، ادعي لها دعوة حلوة، واسأل نفسك: لو كان ده أغلى حد في حياتك، كنت هتعمل إيه؟"

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u/RedaNassef — 20 hours ago
🔥 Hot ▲ 83 r/OrthodoxChristianity

The Lord is near to all who call on Him

My name is Reda from Egypt, and I am sharing a real-life experience not to prove a miracle, but to show that God’s timing is amazing.

My life is full of heavy burdens; my wife is fighting kidney failure, my mother is ill from the grief of losing my young brother, and I have debts that threaten me with prison. This morning, I was in total despair. I didn't even have money to buy a meal for my wife after her dialysis session. I cried out to God in pain: 'Lord, where are you?'

In that exact moment, I saw the light in this photo coming from the icon. To be honest before God and before you, I don’t know exactly what this light is. Could it be the camera flash? Or the sunlight? I am no scientist, and it might indeed be a natural reflection. However, what has no material explanation for me is what happened just thirty minutes after seeing that light.

While I was drowning in worry about how to buy food, a person I hadn't seen for years knocked on my door. He had just returned from traveling and gave me an amount of money that became our 'lifeline.' Because of that, I was able to buy food and the expensive injection my wife desperately needed that very hour.

If the light was a coincidence, the timing certainly was not. I don't need anything but your prayers, as they are my true support. As the Bible says: 'The Lord is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth'

u/RedaNassef — 1 day ago
🔥 Hot ▲ 123 r/CaregiverSupport

wife is sleeping peacefully tonight.. A message of love, hope, and gratitude to this beautiful community.

I am writing this with a heart full of peace and comfort that I haven't felt in a long time. Today, I am not here to ask for anything; I am here to tell you how God heals broken hearts. Today, there was a knock on my door, and I found a stranger sent by God who gave me 2,000 Egyptian Pounds. This amount might not pay off all my debts, but today it allowed me to walk with my head held high. I was finally able to buy my wife the meat and fruit I had been longing for her to eat to nourish her body, which has grown so weak from dialysis.

I was on the verge of selling my phone today because I didn't have a single penny left, but God provided a way out. I walked into my wife's room today with the food, the expensive injection, and the painkillers she desperately needed. That injection alone cost half of what I received, but everything is worth it for her, as long as she is not crying in pain. When she saw me coming in with these things, she cried and said, "I have exhausted you, my love," then she kissed my head. At that moment, I forgot all my exhaustion, all my debts, and all my worries. I told her, "My love, I thank God just for the sound of your breath next to me. The whole world is for you."

I say to everyone who is sick or going through hard times: hold on to God. He is Great and never leaves anyone behind. I want to thank every person here who wrote me a kind word; a kind word to me is better than all the treasures in the world. To the people who doubted my story, I forgive you, but I ask you please, do not say anything hurtful today. Let me enjoy seeing my wife sleeping quietly and comfortably. Ever since I joined this community, I have felt a door of light opening for me because of your support. Thank you for being there

u/RedaNassef — 2 days ago

"I stood helpless in the middle of the street watching my wife collapse... Is anyone listening

"Life is closing in on me. Today, my wife—the only reason I breathe—collapsed on the pavement in the scorching heat after her grueling dialysis session. She didn’t have the strength to take another step, and I… the man who loves her more than life itself, didn't even have enough money for a taxi to save her from that agony and humiliation.

Poverty is not a shame, but it breaks your soul when you watch the person you love suffer and you have nothing to offer. Our home is now empty and dark; I have sold every piece of furniture we owned just to buy her medication. I even offered to donate my own kidney to her, but our bodies were not a match. Even my own flesh failed me.

On the other side, my mother is fading away from grief over my late brother, and I cannot even afford the medicine to ease her pain. I feel trapped in a never-ending nightmare. I am not writing for pity; I am writing because my heart is about to explode from the silence. If you have a heart, please keep us in your prayers. We are drowning."

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u/RedaNassef — 3 days ago
🔥 Hot ▲ 172 r/CaregiverSupport

Title: My soulmate is fading before my eyes. I’d give my life, not just my kidney, to save her.

"I am writing this with tears blurring my vision. For 15 years, my wife has been my entire world, my source of happiness, and my reason to breathe. Now, I am watching her slowly slip away due to kidney failure.

I tried everything to save her. I tried to donate my own kidney, but medical complications stopped me. I looked for cross-donations, for any way to give her a chance at life, but every door slammed shut in my face. I am literally addicted to her presence; she is the air I breathe, and I cannot imagine living a single hour without her.

When she spent 10 days in the ICU, I couldn't even step foot in our home. A home without her is just a hollow place filled with echoes of pain. Now, I sit by her side during every grueling dialysis session, holding her hand and crying, feeling completely paralyzed. I cannot afford her expensive medications, and I cannot even leave her side to work because my heart won't let me leave her alone in this agony.

I am begging for a miracle. I need your prayers, your thoughts, and any glimmer of hope. I am willing to give both my kidneys and my life just to see the spark of health and happiness in her eyes again. We are completely broken, and the burden is more than we can bear. Please, pray for my wife."

u/RedaNassef — 3 days ago

ضاقت بيا الدنيا ومحتاج بس حد يسمعني ويواسينب بدعوة.. من قلبي لأهل إسكندرية الجدعان"

"يا جماعة، أنا بكتب الكلام ده عشان محتاج أفضفض، الحمل بقى تقيل فوق ما أي بشر يتحمل. أنا راجل طول عمري شقيان وبعرق عشان لقمة عيشي، وعمري ما مديت إيدي لحد، بس السعي لوحده مابقاش كفاية قدام الابتلاء اللي أنا فيه.

مراتي، شريكة عمري، بتمر بحالة صحية صعبة جداً وبتمتحن صبري وصبرها. الوجع إنك تبقى شايف أغلى الناس بتتألم قدامك وأنت بتحاول تعمل المستحيل عشان توفر لها الرعاية والعلاج، والظروف حواليك بتعجزك. أنا بعت كل ما أملك عشان بس أشوفها مرتاحة، لدرجة إن البيت فضي من حوالينا، بس الفكرة مش في اللي راح.. الفكرة في اللي جاي وإزاي هقدر أكمل المشوار ده لوحدي.

والدتي كمان حالتها النفسية صعبة جداً من وقت وفاة أخويا الله يرحمه، ومسؤوليتها ومصاريف علاجها بقت حمل إضافي في وقت أنا فيه مش عارف أوزع نفسي فين ولا فين. أنا بحاول وبسعى وبشتغل، بس المصاريف الطبية والعمليات والالتزامات بقت أكبر بكتير من طاقة أي صنايعي أو حد بيجري على أرزاقه.

أنا مش بطلب حاجة من حد، أنا بس بفرغ وجعي وبقول يا رب. اللي جرب يوصل لمرحلة إنه مش عارف يعمل إيه تاني بعد ما عمل كل اللي يقدر عليه، هو اللي هيحس بيا. محتاج دعوة صادقة منكم بظهر الغيب إن ربنا يفتحها في وشي ويقدرني أقف على رجلي تاني وأشيل أهلي وأعالج مراتي بكرامة.. لأن كرامة الراجل هي أغلى ما يملك."

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u/RedaNassef — 3 days ago
▲ 5 r/self

Title: I am losing everyone I love and I feel completely paralyzed... The pain is too much

Body text:

I am writing this because my heart is heavy and I feel like I am suffocating. The hardest thing in this world is watching the people you love most suffer in front of your eyes while you stand there, completely helpless.

My wife, my soulmate, is battling kidney failure. Today, she collapsed in the street on our way back from her dialysis session. Her veins have collapsed from so many surgeries, and she now has a catheter in her neck just to stay alive. I couldn't even afford a taxi to get her home comfortably, and seeing her suffer in the heat broke something inside me.

My mother has been lost in grief since my brother passed away at the age of 35. She calls his name day and night, and her health is fading away. I have sold every single piece of furniture in my house. I have nothing left to sell. I even tried to donate my kidney to my wife, but the tests showed we aren't a match.

I am not here for anything other than to let out this scream. My heart is breaking, and the silence in my home is only interrupted by cries of pain. I feel so alone in this struggle, as if the whole world is moving while I am stuck in this nightmare. I just needed to tell someone, to feel that I am still seen. I am just so tired of seeing my loved ones fade away.

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u/RedaNassef — 4 days ago
🔥 Hot ▲ 86 r/Shihtzu

The harsh reality. No edits, no AI, just a sick friend and a lot of struggle

"A lot of people doubted me before and claimed my posts were AI-generated. I wish they were. This is the real situation right now. It’s exhausting to deal with people's skepticism while you're trying to save a life. My dog is genuinely suffering, and I’m doing everything I can. If you can’t offer support, at least respect the struggle. To the doubters: the truth doesn't need your belief to be real."

u/RedaNassef — 5 days ago