![Image 1 — [homemade] cheese platter](https://preview.redd.it/vnvlcktomzsg1.jpg?width=4284&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=237178570f914e5758dd878b798077e851884ad8)
![Image 2 — [homemade] cheese platter](https://preview.redd.it/f2pupjtomzsg1.jpg?width=4284&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=b455c9db531cc3cb5b4b01d9d3212686fc749cad)
![Image 1 — [homemade] cheese platter](https://preview.redd.it/vnvlcktomzsg1.jpg?width=4284&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=237178570f914e5758dd878b798077e851884ad8)
![Image 2 — [homemade] cheese platter](https://preview.redd.it/f2pupjtomzsg1.jpg?width=4284&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=b455c9db531cc3cb5b4b01d9d3212686fc749cad)
![[Homemade] Salmon with mashed potato](https://preview.redd.it/smz67q3zjzsg1.jpeg?auto=webp&s=ceafad9d46cda6cc75dc382039938a528d02c9da)
![[salmon] with mashed potato](https://preview.redd.it/qyy9louqizsg1.jpeg?auto=webp&s=45f50a7a405f8da53e80f6c38cd70efebcf94be2)
I might never be able to live without meds and that terrifies me. How am I gonna find a partner that accepts that? How long is he going to tolerate that? What if it messes with my health with all the side effects? And what scares me the most is motherhood. Am I capable of being a mother? Will I be able to take good care of them? So many questions on my mind. I hope someone relates