ugh. The situation is not good down there. I saw that C diff can be caused by clindamycin. Should I talk to my doctor? I had diarrhea before, but it was not this bad. Now I get sudden cramps and random sweating sensations, not to mention that damned smell everyone keeps talking about 😭😭
In general, not happy with how my life is rn. I want to do better. Exponentially so. I'm trying too. But idk. Feels like a lost cause. That maybe I'm too behind for me to catch up now. I have to give this university entrance exam next year and I don't think I'm upto it. Nowhere close. Everyone expects me to do good but I know I won't be able to do it. I'm trying, i honestly am but it's just not enough.
Then my health, another dead end. I'm 16 rn, and already 105kgs, what kinda weirdo is that fat and completely ignorant about it zzz. I just wanna change honestly. But idk if I can. Early enough for it to have any real benefit. Just want to go to a decent college but even that seems impossible.
Not to mention the growth of RW extremism in my country. It's all just so, suffocating. The pressure, the desire to change things. The world.
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Looking for Long-Term Study Accountability Partner(s) — JEE 2027
Study Timings (IST / GST):
* 7:00 - 8:30 AM (11:30 AM - 1:00 PM GST)
* 9:00 - 10:30 AM (1:30 - 3:00 PM GST)
* 11:00 AM - 12:30 PM (3:30 - 5:00 PM GST)
* 1:00 - 2:30 PM (5:30 - 7:00 PM GST)
* 3:00 - 6:30 PM (7:30 - 11:00 PM GST)
* 8:00 - 9:45 PM (12:30 - 2:15 AM GST)
* 10:30 PM - 12:00 AM (3:00 - 4:30 AM GST)
What I Need:
* 8-10 hours minimum of focused study
* Genuine accountability—no excuses, no ghosting
* Honesty about what's working and what isn't
* Long-term commitment—months, not weeks
* You're serious about this.
Technical Setup:
* Camera or screen share preferred
* Face optional—notebook/desk visible is fine
Who I'm Looking For:
* Tired and done with trying again and again, but falling to the same habits and same mistakes.
* JEE 2027 aspirant
* Can stick to this schedule consistently
* Ready to be honest about struggles
* Genuine, positive person
* Healthy environment builder
I am not looking for many people, just like 10-15 maybe 20 but ACTIVE and quality people. Platform will be discord
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DM u/ElectronNucleus only. Thankyou.
Lene ki soch rha hun but idk if I can invest that much yawr.
