edit: [PROBLEM SOLVED] sorry it took a sec to turn, it’s hard to film with one hand lol
this is an old hand me down from my school, it’s a yamaha yep321 and it’s got plenty of imperfections. This one in particular seems to get stuck at only the notched area (i’ve twisted and turned it every which way before and there were not issues in the main part) How can I fix this?
whoops it sounds ominous but it’s not. i’m 18 and i pass fairly well as a guy. the thing is, i don’t know if its realistic for me to live as a trans man for the rest of my life. i really want to, if i could wake up as a guy tomorrow i would 1000 times over. but i just think about how many procedures id have to do, how complicated it will make my legal documents, and how relationships will get complicated just from my existence. as im looking for a roommate for college (has to be same gender) i’ve had to explain to cis men that im female and telling girls that i’m actually a woman. and honestly, with how i look it feels wrong to say im a woman. i hate feeling this way and i wish i was cis but presenting as a woman genuinely feels impossible for me
basically i don’t feel like a woman and even though i present as a man now i don’t know if i can keep up with the lifestyle of it forever due to its complications, anyone else feel that way?