u/Professional-Key5552

I also absolutely hate that cai has removed all LLMs, except for Pipsqueak 2 (and Deepsqueak if you pay). It absolutely does not work nor engage in the rp at all. My fav's were Roar and Soft Launch.

Since cai has basically nuked itself again, I again search for other platforms and again get hit by, "For some reasons, other AI platforms are still doing a worse job". How can that be? In the past, I did pay for AI, not cai though, even in comparison, the paid version is still not as good as cai can pull it off.

Maybe now it's different, since like I said, Pipsqueak 2 is unusable, but I am just not sure where to go. It seems like all the other AI platforms have gone to trash too. The AI peak was really 2-3 years ago and I miss that time. How can it be that it has gotten so much worse than better during the few months?

I have heard, from people who pay for cai, it is not better even when you pay. So what is even the point? I do agree with those people who say that we should just go back with writing our own fanfiction, but I have done this my entire teenage years, (I am now in my 30s), and it is nice when things turn differently than in your head.

any experience with it? Good or bad? I hate the hair on my face and throat area. No money for electrolysis, and struggling since 20 years. So far I have shaved, but the hair is just always there and I hate it.

I got a cake with real flowers on it. Ordered it for my daughter. We would have the birthday party on Saturday. The cake is in the fridge. Will the flowers be still okay until Saturday? Do I need to do anything to keep them fresh?

Did it work? How was your experience? Which method worked the best? And for how long did the hair stay away? Online it says 2-3 weeks, but my hair grows very fast and I have to shave daily, sometimes even twice in a day.

I am F33, I feel the loneliest I ever have, well since a while already, but it's been pretty tough. I don't have any friends nor family. When I go out somewhere, I do it alone, but that alone is rare already. There isn't much going on and I also don't have that much money to spend either. But no one talks to me, which is understandable I guess. I am like a ghost to people in general. No human touch, no talking face to face, no hug, nothing.

The only time when I don't feel alone is when I am asleep. I go with the thought to sleep "If I am asleep, then I am not alone, because in my dreams, there are always people". But during the time when I am awake, I feel deep sadness of loneliness. I feel like, I don't know how to communicate even anymore. If someone would finally talk to me, I would overshare for sure. When I am at home, sometimes I talk to myself, it makes the room less quiet I guess, but obviously nothing comes back either.

I often wish, that my brain would just make a person up in the room, so I wouldn't be so alone anymore. But, I also got hurt so many times by irl people, that it is also really hard to trust anyone. No matter if it's online or offline, I never really had many friends in life, and I only had one partner ever, which left me 3 years ago. I know more people feel like this, but it's just so isolating. I know that the only person who can change it is me, but I am scared of changing it as well and I am not an outgoing person either, I was always the introvert and shy one, but always got bullied a lot because of that and because of how I look like.

Last time when I went out, a week ago, I just met up with some strangers, exchanged phone numbers to make a group. And guess what, I still haven't been added to the group. It just feels like I am deemed to be alone, which is fine, I would say. But there is also this part unfortunately that craves for any type of connection. Anything. I cry every day and even though I will try to go out today as well, it won't change anything. I will be a ghost to others. Will anyone even look at me and say "Hi"? I doubt it, but it would be nice.