u/PralineBudget4235

I'd hope you've a personality better than wall plaster, you can be a standard paradiddle admirer like your new friend and you can also be my quaver lead hand my friend as well.

No comments on my post, this is because I go straight to my chat req and I don't even check my notify bell often as well.

And another reason why I also do regional friendships is because I'm awake at this hour and right now this post has been created at 1 a.m. and I'm going to sleep at 3-6 a.m. This is how I'd sleep every single day and this is why I look for international online only friendships 🤣

And if you're looking for someone to mess early in the morning after dawn, no sorry I'm asleep right at the end of dawn 🤣

This is my last post/a new post because there was/were some confusion of what do I mean by spam bots and am I calling out others for being a spam bot because the user doesn't have my shared interests.

The answer to that is no, the spam bots are the one and this only happened a handful of times and SOME people constantly spam hi, hey, how are you and a variety of hi mess then followed up with how are you and what's up every single hour as well.

Then when I just don't reply back, that's when I get removed as a contact 😂

Yeah, this is just what I mean and telling you that I don't enjoy people that have a personality similar to that of plaster as well.

And I should also address that I did have someone expecting me to put in the effort first in the past as well.

Last time I did the person told me ''sorry but you seem way too hyper-fixated on your hobbies and interests which creeped me out a little/I can't mess you anymore.''

After a few past experiences, like that I don't open up anymore.

And a few users mistook my post saying that there are no cosmic horror fans on this sub. Yeah, I should also address that I never meant to never imply that and never once implied there are no cosmic horror fans on this sub, it's more of very few users message me with these interests as well.)

However yeah, it's just the same that it's hard to find someone that enjoys witty, banter, long winded convos that get you lost in the evenings and nights?

Most people are looking for copy and pasted answers or spamming someone without any effort and completely want to be a personality that's just the same as a wall plaster as well.

My type of convos are the ones you get lost in the evenings and nights, where when you mess with someone and you see the time on your phone and it's late in the a.m. those are my type of convos as well.

There has been a hot question that I can answer and that is you don't have any hobbies and you do this all day/this doesn't bother you?

Yeah, that's correct. Yeah, all I'd every single day is live in my bed 70 percent of the time only going to get up to do household chores, I live on YT, I occasionally live playing Mario Kart 8 and on occasion Splatoon 3 as well.

Yeah, occasionally I'd pick up Skyrim on the PS4 and I've recently picked up a copy of Kingdom Hearts for the PS4.

However, Skyrim is just taking up the vast majority of my time 🤣

And that's the same as Sleep Token, Erra and Will Ramos era only and on the side with Wage War takes up most of my time as well.

The thing that you cannot forget is I'm highly autistic and nuro-spicy (the more repetitive my routine the more that makes me happy as well.)

What is the dumbest chat req I've ever received?

Yeah, there was/were someone a week ago that sent me a chat req.

"I don't understand what your favorite band is, the type of music you listen to, I can't find that on your pro and can you tell me what your favorite band is?''

Yeah, just this one chat request has me lost for words 😭

If you're a non-pro reader and instantly messages someone because of a kool profile icon then just don't waste my time as well.

Yeah, I should also address that I only go out once or twice a week, hide from people, too apathetic, too numb and too spiteful to even care that it doesn't bother me as well.

Yeah, I should also address that I would rather just be a metaphorical term of a Lovecraft unsocial hide away than see people every single day.

And about Lovecraft, I enjoy his books and not the person that he is. Dagon and Mountain of Madness are my favorite 💯

If you would love to take some pictures or videos of your wildlife where you live at that would be great, that's obvious enough because I'm a Lovecraft hermit that doesn't see the outside often by choice 🐙

And yeah, I should also address with the music I picked me up a caramel roller at 5 Below and the first thing I thought of was/were Vessel singing ''so stick to me like caramel.'' 🤣

This is my last post here and I'm done trying. There will be no more attempts made, however you can ✅ my social 🔗s on my bio at a later time as well.

I'd hope you've a personality better than wall plaster, you can be a standard paradiddle admirer like your new friend and you can also be my quaver lead hand my friend as well.

No comments on my post, this is because I go straight to my chat req and I don't even check my notify bell often as well.

And another reason why I also do regional friendships is because I'm awake at this hour and right now this post has been created at 1 a.m. and I'm going to sleep at 3-6 a.m. This is how I'd sleep every single day and this is why I look for international online only friendships 🤣

And if you're looking for someone to mess early in the morning after dawn, no sorry I'm asleep right at the end of dawn 🤣

This is my last post/a new post because there was/were some confusion of what do I mean by spam bots and am I calling out others for being a spam bot because the user doesn't have my shared interests.

The answer to that is no, the spam bots are the one and this only happened a handful of times and SOME people constantly spam hi, hey, how are you and a variety of hi mess then followed up with how are you and what's up every single hour as well.

Then when I just don't reply back, that's when I get removed as a contact 😂

Yeah, this is just what I mean and telling you that I don't enjoy people that have a personality similar to that of plaster as well.

And I should also address that I did have someone expecting me to put in the effort first in the past as well.

Last time I did the person told me ''sorry but you seem way too hyper-fixated on your hobbies and interests which creeped me out a little/I can't mess you anymore.''

After a few past experiences, like that I don't open up anymore.

And a few users mistook my post saying that there are no cosmic horror fans on this sub. Yeah, I should also address that I never meant to never imply that and never once implied there are no cosmic horror fans on this sub, it's more of very few users message me with these interests as well.)

However yeah, it's just the same that it's hard to find someone that enjoys witty, banter, long winded convos that get you lost in the evenings and nights?

Most people are looking for copy and pasted answers or spamming someone without any effort and completely want to be a personality that's just the same as a wall plaster as well.

My type of convos are the ones you get lost in the evenings and nights, where when you mess with someone and you see the time on your phone and it's late in the a.m. those are my type of convos as well.

There has been a hot question that I can answer and that is you don't have any hobbies and you do this all day/this doesn't bother you?

Yeah, that's correct. Yeah, all I'd every single day is live in my bed 70 percent of the time only going to get up to do household chores, I live on YT, I occasionally live playing Mario Kart 8 and on occasion Splatoon 3 as well.

Yeah, occasionally I'd pick up Skyrim on the PS4 and I've recently picked up a copy of Kingdom Hearts for the PS4.

However, Skyrim is just taking up the vast majority of my time 🤣

And that's the same as Sleep Token, Erra and Will Ramos era only and on the side with Wage War takes up most of my time as well.

The thing that you cannot forget is I'm highly autistic and nuro-spicy (the more repetitive my routine the more that makes me happy as well.)

What is the dumbest chat req I've ever received?

Yeah, there was/were someone a week ago that sent me a chat req.

"I don't understand what your favorite band is, the type of music you listen to, I can't find that on your pro and can you tell me what your favorite band is?''

Yeah, just this one chat request has me lost for words 😭

If you're a non-pro reader and instantly messages someone because of a kool profile icon then just don't waste my time as well.

Yeah, I should also address that I only go out once or twice a week, hide from people, too apathetic, too numb and too spiteful to even care that it doesn't bother me as well.

Yeah, I should also address that I would rather just be a metaphorical term of a Lovecraft unsocial hide away than see people every single day.

And about Lovecraft, I enjoy his books and not the person that he is. Dagon and Mountain of Madness are my favorite 💯

If you would love to take some pictures or videos of your wildlife where you live at that would be great, that's obvious enough because I'm a Lovecraft hermit that doesn't see the outside often by choice 🐙

And yeah, I should also address with the music I picked me up a caramel roller at 5 Below and the first thing I thought of was/were Vessel singing ''so stick to me like caramel.'' 🤣

This is my last post here and I'm done trying. There will be no more attempts made, however you can ✅ my social 🔗s on my bio at a later time as well.

And I'd want to try once more to make friends on this subreddit once again here even though I'm from the U.S.

And another reason why I also post here and look for any regional friendships is because I'm awake at this hour and right now this post has been created at 1 a.m. and I'm going to sleep at 3-6 a.m. This is how I'd sleep every single day and this is why I look for international online only friendships 🤣

No comments on my post, this is because I go straight to my chat req and I don't even check my notify bell often as well.

Yeah, I should also address that I would edit this post because there was/were some confusion of what do I mean by spam bots and am I calling out others for being a spam bot because the user doesn't have my shared interests.

The answer to that is no, the spam bots are the one and this only happened a handful of times and SOME people constantly spam hi, hey, how are you and a variety of hi mess then followed up with how are you and what's up every single hour as well.

Then when I just don't reply back, that's when I get removed as a contact 😂

Yeah, this is just what I mean and telling you that I don't enjoy people that have a personality similar to that of plaster as well.

And I should also address that I did have someone expecting me to put in the effort first in the past as well.

Last time I did the person told me ''sorry but you seem way too hyper-fixated on your hobbies and interests which creeped me out a little/I can't mess you anymore.''

After a few past experiences, like that I don't open up anymore.

And a few users mistook my post saying that there are no cosmic horror fans on this sub. Yeah, I should also address that I never meant to never imply that and never once implied there are no cosmic horror fans on this sub, it's more of very few users message me with these interests as well.)

However yeah, it's just the same that it's hard to find someone that enjoys witty, banter, long winded convos that get you lost in the evenings and nights?

Most people are looking for copy and pasted answers or spamming someone without any effort and completely want to be a personality that's just the same as a wall plaster as well.

My type of convos are the ones you get lost in the evenings and nights, where when you mess with someone and you see the time on your phone and it's late in the a.m. those are my type of convos as well.

There has been a hot question that I can answer and that is you don't have any hobbies and you do this all day/this doesn't bother you?

Yeah, that's correct. Yeah, all I'd every single day is live in my bed 70 percent of the time only going to get up to do household chores, I live on YT, I occasionally live playing Mario Kart 8 and on occasion Splatoon 3 as well.

Yeah, occasionally I'd pick up Skyrim on the PS4 and I've recently picked up a copy of Kingdom Hearts for the PS4.

However, Skyrim is just taking up the vast majority of my time 🤣

And that's the same as Sleep Token, Erra and Will Ramos era only and on the side with Wage War takes up most of my time as well.

The thing that you cannot forget is I'm highly autistic and nuro-spicy (the more repetitive my routine the more that makes me happy as well.)

What is the dumbest chat req I've ever received?

Yeah, there was/were someone a week ago that sent me a chat req.

"I don't understand what your favorite band is, the type of music you listen to, I can't find that on your pro and can you tell me what your favorite band is?''

Yeah, just this one chat request has me lost for words 😭

If you're a non-pro reader and instantly messages someone because of a kool profile icon then just don't waste my time as well.

Yeah, I should also address that I only go out once or twice a week, hide from people, too apathetic, too numb and too spiteful to even care that it doesn't bother me as well.

Yeah, I should also address that I would rather just be a metaphorical term of a Lovecraft unsocial hide away than see people every single day.

And about Lovecraft, I enjoy his books and not the person that he is. Dagon and Mountain of Madness are my favorite 💯

This is my last post here and I'm done trying. There will be no more attempts made, however you can ✅ my social 🔗s on my bio at a later time as well.

And I'd want to try once more to make friends on this subreddit once again here even though I'm from the U.S.

And another reason why I also post here and look for any region friendships is because I'm awake at this hour and right now this post has been created at 1 a.m. and I'm going to sleep at 3-6 a.m. This is how I'd sleep every single day and this is why I look for international online only friendships 🤣

No comments on my post, this is because I go straight to my chat req and I don't even check my notify bell often as well.

Yeah, I should also address that I would edit this post because there was/were some confusion of what do I mean by spam bots and am I calling out others for being a spam bot because the user doesn't have my shared interests.

The answer to that is no, the spam bots are the one and this only happened a handful of times and SOME people constantly spam hi, hey, how are you and a variety of hi mess then followed up with how are you and what's up every single hour as well.

Then when I just don't reply back, that's when I get removed as a contact 😂

Yeah, this is just what I mean and telling you that I don't enjoy people that have a personality similar to that of plaster as well.

And I should also address that I did have someone expecting me to put in the effort first in the past as well.

Last time I did the person told me ''sorry but you seem way too hyper-fixated on your hobbies and interests which creeped me out a little/I can't mess you anymore.''

After a few past experiences, like that I don't open up anymore.

And a few users mistook my post saying that there are no cosmic horror fans on this sub. Yeah, I should also address that I never meant to never imply that and never once implied there are no cosmic horror fans on this sub, it's more of very little users message me with this interests as well.)

However yeah, it's just the same that it's hard to find someone that enjoys witty, banter, long winded convos that get you lost in the evenings and nights?

Most people are looking for copy and pasted answers or spamming someone without any effort and completely want to be a personality that's just the same as a wall plaster as well.

My type of convos are the ones you get lost in the evenings and nights, where when you mess with someone and you see the time on your phone and it's late in the a.m. those are my type of convos as well.

There has been a hot question that I can answer and that is you don't have any hobbies and you do this all day/this doesn't bother you?

Yeah, that's correct. Yeah, all I'd every single day is live in my bed 70 percent of the time only going to get up to do household chores, I live on YT, I occasionally live playing Mario Kart 8 and on occasion Splatoon 3 as well.

Yeah, occasionally I'd pick up Skyrim on the PS4 and I've recently picked up a copy of Kingdom Hearts for the PS4.

However, Skyrim is just taking up the vast majority of my time 🤣

And that's the same as Sleep Token, Erra and Will Ramos era only and on the side with Wage War takes up most of my time as well.

The thing that you cannot forget is I'm highly autistic and nuro-spicy (the more repetitive my routine the more that makes me happy as well.)

What is the dumbest chat req I've ever received?

Yeah, there was/were someone a week ago that sent me a chat req.

"I don't understand what your favorite band is, the type of music you listen to, I can't find that on your pro and can you tell me what your favorite band is?''

Yeah, just this one chat request has me lost for words 😭

If you're a non-pro reader and instantly messages someone because of a kool profile icon then just don't waste my time as well.

Yeah, I should also address that I only go out once or twice a week, hide from people, too apathetic, too numb and too spiteful to even care that it doesn't bother me as well.

Yeah, I should also address that I would rather just be an metaphorical term of a Lovecraft unsocial hide away than see people every single day.

And about Lovecraft, I enjoy his books and not the person that he is. Dagon and Mountain of Madness are my favorite 💯

This is my last post here and I'm done trying. There will be no more attempts made, however you can ✅ my social 🔗s on my bio at a later time as well.

Hope to make new friends here 🐙 If you want to know my favorite Lovecraft works it's Dagon and Mountain of Madness.

Yeah, are there no cosmic horror lovers here that also enjoy witty, banter, long winded convos that get you lost in the evenings and nights?

No comments on my posts, I don't read comments and I go straight to my chat req. I'd forget there is a notify bell and I don't answer the notify bell.

However, I should also address before we start this long-winded post there are no Lovecraft horror people here that lurk here, none?

There has been a hot question that I can answer and that is you don't have any hobbies and you do this all day/this doesn't bother you?

Yeah, that's correct. Yeah, all I'd every single day is live in my bed 70 percent of the time only going to get up to do household chores, I live on YT, I occasionally live playing Mario Kart 8 and on occasion Splatoon 3 as well.

Yeah, occasionally I pick up Skyrim on the PS4 and I've recently picked up a copy of Kingdom Hearts for the PS4.

However, Skyrim is taking up the vast majority of my time 🤣

And that's the same as Sleep Token, Erra and Will Ramos era oly and on the side with Wage War takes up most of my time as well.

The thing that you cannot forget is I'm highly autistic and nuro-spicy (the more repetitive my routine the more that makes me happy as well.)

What is the dumbest chat req I've ever received?

Yeah, there was/were someone a week ago that sent me a chat req.

"I don't understand what your favorite band is, the type of music you listen to, I can't find that on your pro and can you tell me what your favorite band is?

Yeah, this chat request has me lost for words 😭

And yeah, I should also address no I don't have anyone to text about cosmic horror or anything related to cosmic horror.

80 percent of my chat requests are a spam dry plaster wall of hi and many variations of hi/what's up and how are you almost every hour.

Then I don't respond and then the person deletes me 🤡

It's like I only go out once or twice a week, hide from people, too apathetic, too numb and too sprite to even care that it doesn't bother me as well. Yeah, for me I just would rather be a metaphorical term of a Lovecraft unsocial hide away than see people every single day.

And about Lovecraft, I enjoy his books and not the person that he is. Dagon and Mountain of Madness are my favorite 💯 And if your personality is similar to plaster and drywall, don't send me a chat req. Yeah, it's just thatI'm trying to find people that are into cosmic horror and love to mess about Lovecraft as well.

The thing I should also address is I'm looking for REAL convos and spamming someone that the examples I gave isn't a REAL covo.

This is my last post here and I'm done trying. There will be no more attempts made, however you can ✅ my social 🔗s on my bio at a later time as well.

And also if you're a spammer and if you've a personality of drywall then just don't send a chat req.

No comments on my post, this is because I go straight to my chat req and I don't even check my notify bell often as well.

However, there is something I should address that there are no cosmic horror lovers here, that also loves witty, banter, long winded convos that get you lost in the evenings and nights?

However, I should also address before we start this long-winded post there are no Lovecraft horror people here that lurk here, none?

There has been a hot question that I can answer and that is you don't have any hobbies and you do this all day/this doesn't bother you?

Yeah, that's correct. Yeah, all I'd every single day is live in my bed 70 percent of the time only going to get up to do household chores, I live on YT, I occasionally live playing Mario Kart 8 and on occasion Splatoon 3 as well.

Yeah, occasionally I pick up Skyrim on the PS4 and I've recently picked up a copy of Kingdom Hearts for the PS4.

However, Skyrim is taking up the vast majority of my time 🤣

And that's the same as Sleep Token, Erra and Will Ramos era oly and on the side with Wage War takes up most of my time as well.

The thing that you cannot forget is I'm highly autistic and nuro-spicy (the more repetitive my routine the more that makes me happy as well.)

What is the dumbest chat req I've ever received?

Yeah, there was/were someone a week ago that sent me a chat req.

"I don't understand what your favorite band is, the type of music you listen to, I can't find that on your pro and can you tell me what your favorite band is?

Yeah, this chat request has me lost for words 😭

And yeah, I should also address no I don't have anyone to text about cosmic horror or anything related to cosmic horror.

80 percent of my chat requests are a spam dry plaster wall of hi and many variations of hi/what's up and how are you almost every hour.

Then I don't respond and then the person deletes me 🤡

It's like I only go out once or twice a week, hide from people, too apathetic, too numb and too sprite to even care that it doesn't bother me as well. Yeah, for me I just would rather be a metaphorical term of a Lovecraft unsocial hide away than see people every single day.

And about Lovecraft, I enjoy his books and not the person that he is. Dagon and Mountain of Madness are my favorite 💯 And if your personality is similar to plaster and drywall, don't send me a chat req. Yeah, it's just thatI'm trying to find people that are into cosmic horror and love to mess about Lovecraft as well.

The thing I should also address is I'm looking for REAL convos and spamming someone that the examples I gave isn't a REAL covo.

This is my last post here and I'm done trying. There will be no more attempts made, however you can ✅ my social 🔗s on my bio at a later time as well.

Yeah, are there no cosmic horror lovers here that also enjoy witty, banter, long winded convos that get you lost in the evenings and nights?

No comments on my posts, I don't read comments and I go straight to my chat req. I'd forget there is a notify bell and I don't answer the notify bell.

However, I should also address before we start this long-winded post there are no Lovecraft horror people here that lurk here, none?

There has been a hot question that I can answer and that is you don't have any hobbies and you do this all day/this doesn't bother you?

Yeah, that's correct. Yeah, all I'd every single day is live in my bed 70 percent of the time only going to get up to do household chores, I live on YT, I occasionally live playing Mario Kart 8 and on occasion Splatoon 3 as well.

Yeah, occasionally I pick up Skyrim on the PS4 and I've recently picked up a copy of Kingdom Hearts for the PS4.

However, Skyrim is taking up the vast majority of my time 🤣

And that's the same as Sleep Token, Erra and Will Ramos era oly and on the side with Wage War takes up most of my time as well.

The thing that you cannot forget is I'm highly autistic and nuro-spicy (the more repetitive my routine the more that makes me happy as well.)

What is the dumbest chat req I've ever received?

Yeah, there was/were someone a week ago that sent me a chat req.

"I don't understand what your favorite band is, the type of music you listen to, I can't find that on your pro and can you tell me what your favorite band is?

Yeah, this chat request has me lost for words 😭

And yeah, I should also address no I don't have anyone to text about cosmic horror or anything related to cosmic horror.

80 percent of my chat requests are a spam dry plaster wall of hi and many variations of hi/what's up and how are you almost every hour.

Then I don't respond and then the person deletes me 🤡

It's like I only go out once or twice a week, hide from people, too apathetic, too numb and too sprite to even care that it doesn't bother me as well. Yeah, for me I just would rather be a metaphorical term of a Lovecraft unsocial hide away than see people every single day.

And about Lovecraft, I enjoy his books and not the person that he is. Dagon and Mountain of Madness are my favorite 💯 And if your personality is similar to plaster and drywall, don't send me a chat req. Yeah, it's just thatI'm trying to find people that are into cosmic horror and love to mess about Lovecraft as well.

The thing I should also address is I'm looking for REAL convos and spamming someone that the examples I gave isn't a REAL covo.

This is my last post here and I'm done trying. There will be no more attempts made, however you can ✅ my social 🔗s on my bio at a later time as well.

Yeah, are there no cosmic horror lovers here that also enjoy witty, banter, long winded convos that get you lost in the evenings and nights?

No comments on my posts, I don't read comments and I go straight to my chat req. I'd forget there is a notify bell and I don't answer the notify bell.

However, I should also address before we start this long-winded post there are no Lovecraft horror people here that lurk here, none?

There has been a hot question that I can answer and that is you don't have any hobbies and you do this all day/this doesn't bother you?

Yeah, that's correct. Yeah, all I'd every single day is live in my bed 70 percent of the time only going to get up to do household chores, I live on YT, I occasionally live playing Mario Kart 8 and on occasion Splatoon 3 as well.

Yeah, occasionally I pick up Skyrim on the PS4 and I've recently picked up a copy of Kingdom Hearts for the PS4.

However, Skyrim is taking up the vast majority of my time 🤣

And that's the same as Sleep Token, Erra and Will Ramos era oly and on the side with Wage War takes up most of my time as well.

The thing that you cannot forget is I'm highly autistic and nuro-spicy (the more repetitive my routine the more that makes me happy as well.)

What is the dumbest chat req I've ever received?

Yeah, there was/were someone a week ago that sent me a chat req.

"I don't understand what your favorite band is, the type of music you listen to, I can't find that on your pro and can you tell me what your favorite band is?

Yeah, this chat request has me lost for words 😭

And yeah, I should also address no I don't have anyone to text about cosmic horror or anything related to cosmic horror.

80 percent of my chat requests are a spam dry plaster wall of hi and many variations of hi/what's up and how are you almost every hour.

Then I don't respond and then the person deletes me 🤡

It's like I only go out once or twice a week, hide from people, too apathetic, too numb and too sprite to even care that it doesn't bother me as well. Yeah, for me I just would rather be a metaphorical term of a Lovecraft unsocial hide away than see people every single day.

And about Lovecraft, I enjoy his books and not the person that he is. Dagon and Mountain of Madness are my favorite 💯 And if your personality is similar to plaster and drywall, don't send me a chat req. Yeah, it's just thatI'm trying to find people that are into cosmic horror and love to mess about Lovecraft as well.

The thing I should also address is I'm looking for REAL convos and spamming someone that the examples I gave isn't a REAL covo.

This is my last post here and I'm done trying. There will be no more attempts made, however you can ✅ my social 🔗s on my bio at a later time as well.

And yeah, I'd know/understand what subreddit I'm posting on and I'm looking for friendships worldwide/this is why I'm posting here and I've also posted here before as well.

And you do know this is a U.K. subreddit right? Why are you posting here if you're from the U.S.?

Yeah, I'd know what this subreddit is and I've made online only friends here in the past when I used to post and I've not posted here in a week/decided to see if I can make some friends here. Yeah, I should also address another reason why I'm posting here is because I'm always still awake at night when members of this subreddit are up in the morning 🤣

This post has been posted around 1:00 a.m. and I'm going to be up till 3-6 a.m. 🤣

Yeah, are there no cosmic horror lovers here that also enjoy witty, banter, long winded convos that get you lost in the evenings and nights?

No comments on my posts, I don't read comments and I go straight to my chat req. I'd forget there is a notify bell and I don't answer the notify bell.

However, I should also address before we start this long-winded post there are no Lovecraft horror people here that lurk here, none?

There has been a hot question that I can answer and that is you don't have any hobbies and you do this all day/this doesn't bother you?

Yeah, that's correct. Yeah, all I'd every single day is live in my bed 70 percent of the time only going to get up to do household chores, I live on YT, I occasionally live playing Mario Kart 8 and on occasion Splatoon 3 as well.

Yeah, occasionally I pick up Skyrim on the PS4 and I've recently picked up a copy of Kingdom Hearts for the PS4.

However, Skyrim is taking up the vast majority of my time 🤣

And that's the same as Sleep Token, Erra and Will Ramos era oly and on the side with Wage War takes up most of my time as well.

The thing that you cannot forget is I'm highly autistic and nuro-spicy (the more repetitive my routine the more that makes me happy as well.)

What is the dumbest chat req I've ever received?

Yeah, there was/were someone a week ago that sent me a chat req.

"I don't understand what your favorite band is, the type of music you listen to, I can't find that on your pro and can you tell me what your favorite band is?

Yeah, this chat request has me lost for words 😭

And yeah, I should also address no I don't have anyone to text about cosmic horror or anything related to cosmic horror.

80 percent of my chat requests are a spam dry plaster wall of hi and many variations of hi/what's up and how are you almost every hour.

Then I don't respond and then the person deletes me 🤡

It's like I only go out once or twice a week, hide from people, too apathetic, too numb and too sprite to even care that it doesn't bother me as well. Yeah, for me I just would rather be a metaphorical term of a Lovecraft unsocial hide away than see people every single day.

And about Lovecraft, I enjoy his books and not the person that he is. Dagon and Mountain of Madness are my favorite 💯 And if your personality is similar to plaster and drywall, don't send me a chat req. Yeah, it's just thatI'm trying to find people that are into cosmic horror and love to mess about Lovecraft as well.

The thing I should also address is I'm looking for REAL convos and spamming someone that the examples I gave isn't a REAL covo.

This is my last post here and I'm done trying. There will be no more attempts made, however you can ✅ my social 🔗s on my bio at a later time as well.

And yeah, I'd know/understand what subreddit I'm posting on and I'm looking for friendships worldwide/this is why I'm posting here and I've also posted here before as well.

And you do know this is a U.K. subreddit right? Why are you posting here if you're from the U.S.?

Yeah, I'd know what this subreddit is and I've made online only friends here in the past when I used to post and I've not posted here in a week/decided to see if I can make some friends here. Yeah, I should also address another reason why I'm posting here is because I'm always still awake at night when members of this subreddit are up in the morning 🤣

This post has been posted around 1:00 a.m. and I'm going to be up till 3-6 a.m. 🤣

Yeah, are there no cosmic horror lovers here that also enjoy witty, banter, long winded convos that get you lost in the evenings and nights?

No comments on my posts, I don't read comments and I go straight to my chat req. I'd forget there is a notify bell and I don't answer the notify bell.

However, I should also address before we start this long-winded post there are no Lovecraft horror people here that lurk here, none?

There has been a hot question that I can answer and that is you don't have any hobbies and you do this all day/this doesn't bother you?

Yeah, that's correct. Yeah, all I'd every single day is live in my bed 70 percent of the time only going to get up to do household chores, I live on YT, I occasionally live playing Mario Kart 8 and on occasion Splatoon 3 as well.

Yeah, occasionally I pick up Skyrim on the PS4 and I've recently picked up a copy of Kingdom Hearts for the PS4.

However, Skyrim is taking up the vast majority of my time 🤣

And that's the same as Sleep Token, Erra and Will Ramos era oly and on the side with Wage War takes up most of my time as well.

The thing that you cannot forget is I'm highly autistic and nuro-spicy (the more repetitive my routine the more that makes me happy as well.)

What is the dumbest chat req I've ever received?

Yeah, there was/were someone a week ago that sent me a chat req.

"I don't understand what your favorite band is, the type of music you listen to, I can't find that on your pro and can you tell me what your favorite band is?

Yeah, this chat request has me lost for words 😭

And yeah, I should also address no I don't have anyone to text about cosmic horror or anything related to cosmic horror.

80 percent of my chat requests are a spam dry plaster wall of hi and many variations of hi/what's up and how are you almost every hour.

Then I don't respond and then the person deletes me 🤡

It's like I only go out once or twice a week, hide from people, too apathetic, too numb and too sprite to even care that it doesn't bother me as well. Yeah, for me I just would rather be a metaphorical term of a Lovecraft unsocial hide away than see people every single day.

And about Lovecraft, I enjoy his books and not the person that he is. Dagon and Mountain of Madness are my favorite 💯 And if your personality is similar to plaster and drywall, don't send me a chat req. Yeah, it's just thatI'm trying to find people that are into cosmic horror and love to mess about Lovecraft as well.

The thing I should also address is I'm looking for REAL convos and spamming someone that the examples I gave isn't a REAL covo.

This is my last post here and I'm done trying. There will be no more attempts made, however you can ✅ my social 🔗s on my bio at a later time as well.

No comments on this post, this is a no comment user here and I always ✅ my chat req first and I don't even click on the notify bell either.

If you're not into brain stimulating convos then I'm the wrong person to chat req and I don't want someone spamming me how I'm doing and how are you every hour/block. That's not REAL convos. Brain stimulating convos helps me feel relaxed as well 🤣

And the conversations I'd enjoy are the ones you get lost in the late evenings and night.

Yeah, just where you mess about your life even if it's just venting and yeah I'd support my online only friends that need me even in the late nights as well🦩

Yeah, if you ever need a friend that's up 12 a.m. through 5 a.m. that's how late I'd normally stay and I'd also enjoy chat req as well.

Yeah, for my online only friend that just wanted to start an hour long convo or longer about their favorite hobbies or interests that's fine as well.

And I'd already know that SOME people aren't going to not tolerate me making Sleep Token puns on the daily basis 😂

Yeah, just once again I never have any kind of expectations as well.

Additionally I'd hope that I can find some chat req that understands me through witty, creative, banter, late evenings and long night mess that get you lost in the late evenings and night if you will.

Music.

The standard Paradiddle 👑 II 🩷

Sleep Token is fusion music/that's the label I'd give Sleep Token, Erra, Wage War, I See Stars, Currents, I'd enjoy a variety of metal genres/that even includes old-skool black metal and doom metal (yeah, my metal genre range isn't limited as well.)

And the style of old-skool-black metal bands that I'd enjoy are the 90s era of old-skool-black metal as well.

Lorna Shore (Will Ramos era only.)

It's like I only go out once or twice a week, hide from people, too apathetic to feel anything about this, too numb and too spiteful to even care that it doesn't bother me as well.

Yeah, just for me though I would rather be a metaphorical term of a Lovecraft unsocial hide away than going out every single day to be around as well. Highly disinterest me and it's just not for me ⚔️

And about Lovecraft, I'd enjoy his books and just not the person that he is. Dagon and Mountain of Madness are my favorite as well 💯

And I should address that when you don't see me post for a while here. I'm just taking a long break from this app here next-middle week and you can check out my 🔗 main bio as well.

To be honest if you what to know something I'd know that there a therapist out there that do take SSI, I'd know this and I'm aware and I just don't think a therapist can tell you ''I miss you.'' ''I miss our text messages.''

And yeah, I'd also just miss these text messages as well.

Yeah, heading one of my partners or even my online friends aging that " I'm looking forward to texting you again when you wake up.''

''I miss our convos and I understand you don't enjoy doing phone calls but on a rare occasion where you feel a surge of high energy/which is rare for you, however here is a voice clips though to to tell you how I feel about you my love.''

''And hey my love, whenever you get in the mood to play Mario Kart 8, Fall Guys and Splatoon 3, it's okay if you only have the energy to play for an hour and a half or two hours then you want to just go straight to texting, it's alright."

Yeah, just for going to therapy and looking for the perfect therapist that cannot provide what I'm looking and Redditors fail to understand is that I'm highly-self aware and have grown a heighten and scary self-awareness of what I want when I started to get ''mature.'' and ''know what I want.'' when I got older in life.

Which tales has it, that some people don't mature until they're in their 25-30s, this is when I started to ''mature and understand what I want as well.''

And yeah, I'd hope Redditors understand that I will be blocking any chat request that ask me to go see a therapist because you don't even read why I don't want to go see a therapist and it's not aligning with my wants, needs and current desires right now of connections that I want to make online with others as well.

And I should also address an autistic person I don't quite understand myself and why I function this way. I'd know with my chronic depression, funny Vessel brain and skull maybe a combination all this is the reason why I feel this way and it's hard to express to others unless I send music videos as well.

The thing that I should address is that when someone wants to know my feelings in a interview prov, I feel apathetic of myself, there is a huge amount of apathy for the self, disgust of the self, not happy with who I'm and I'd just live by a a saying that I keep true to myself ''I'm just not a person and I'm just easily recyclable."

And yeah, I should also address that I feel easily replaceable and that this is just for the harsh facts of life as well.''

This is what I tell myself every single day that identifies myself as a recyclable object and I'm not a person.

However, there is a polar here. Which yeah, a few Reddit users have decided to come in my chat req and call me a weird or weirdo that this is a communication aid for letting people know how I'm feeling because my autism gets in the way and one Reddit users thought that me for an autistic person to be able to identify a song/the lyrics to communicate how I'm feeling would be considered ''weird.''

Yeah, if there is anyone reading this that is autistic and has cried listening to music just because of the lyrics made you feel intense emotional moments that's okay and your feelings are valid.

However, it's just as valid if you just can't feel emotions to who you're as a person and you can't identify yourself as a person, understand that you're not alone in this and you're someone that is seen/heard and understood you're not a weird or weirdo.

Just know that from my personal experience here on Reddit, this place isn't neurodivergent friendly and this is a huge reason off the many reasons/list of why I'm leaving Reddit, because of the rudeness of neurodivergent people deeply struggling to make online friends as well.

Yeah, if you've tw for these handful of topics and if you're sensitive to people talking about the effort of eating as well.

And yeah, this part for this post that should be skipped if you just don't enjoy other highly toxic-abusive thoughts that someone gives themselves then this should be skipped as well.

If someone had to do an interview and we can call this an interview setting, if I get excited eating food every single day, the truthful answer would end in a conflicted answer.

Autism once again and chronic depression with other Big Mac issues causes me to think indifferently about a lot of things, even how clothing looks on me, even to the point I don't enjoy this fabric or prefer this fabric better because of the texture and you get the general say here if you will.

However with food, my eating habits are in the high 80-scale where I eat out of instinct and survival of my self-awareness ''it's a job and this is a task I must perform to appear that I enjoy taking care of my well being and health as well."

Yeah, the thing I should address is that I'm ''playing a job gymnastics in my Vessel brian and skull that.''

Yeah, this is just mental gymnastics that I'd highly feel this is a job-tone/enthusiastic about using supplements instead of pharmacist drugs, making the smarter choice in the grocery store what's healthier and what's semi healther that can work besides just EXTREMELY OVER-HEAVY PROCESSED FOOD.''

My Vessel brain and skull also tells itself ''what food has the highest protein, that way you can be full for several/handful of hours where you can continue to sit in your bed for 86 percent of the time besides doing household chores, what will feed you the most and you feel full?''

And the only thing I should address as well is that I enjoy zero sugar cherry sodas. because I enjoy that addiction, what's better my Vessel brain and skull says ''pharmacist drugs or to be hooked on fake sugar, which position is better and taste better?'' This is how I think now as a person in their early 30s.

'Alright, if you just eat 20-30 grams of protein per-two big meals a day and only eat snacks at lunch time, you're doing excellent job of preserving your pathetic chronic depression energy and look at you once again picking your poison and picking your reserves how your reserves should be used as well.''

My Vessel brain and skull also tells me.

''Ah look at you, energy drinks every other day or other natural sources of caffeine to keep continuing messing up your dental, that you can't afford to get done because you're a pathetic gov health insurance that doesn't take dental and you don't even have a family that cares enough to get your dental work done as well.)

''The it's not our problem family, it's your job to fix what you got yourself into and how is this our problem how?'' Yeah, guess what? Hope you can figure out how to get yourself out of your predicament, when you did this yourself/good luck.''

And yeah, just my Vessel brain and skull tells me ''yeah, do you want to continue the vicious cycle of what caffeine is doing to your teeth, just that way you can not feel similar to a zone and dead all the time and what you've proven your point to me is that you pick your poisons and sacrifices as well.

"And how funny, that you just get fast food once a week or sometimes you will get fast food once a week then go find something luxurious to snack on, just for feeling great about yourself that you made things through the week and you're just trying to think.''

''How sad you're, you drink low sugar juice to make yourself feel good about yourself and the benefits of the juice you're drinking to make you feel that you're doing a great job of taking care of yourself the best way you can."

"Yeah, just also look how funny you're for drinking two cups or more cups of tea a day because you're trying not to feel terrible about yourself and trying to holistically jumpstart your host to feel alive/healthy for once.''

"Yeah, who enjoys living and you can't live your life to your fullest potential and that stuff is created as a mockery as well."

And yeah, depending on what US state you're in there are some states where a dog has more medical rights than a woman and some states would let a woman bleed to death. Sadistic, unlawful evil and unlawful nature as well.

That's right to give in to your "hatred for humanity because you want to act as the Veridian knight princess to feel about your pathetic sorrowful self of pity that you've to feel good about yourself or you even further wail in mental and spiritual suffering if you don't."

It's the same thing for you if you don't have anyone to protect, defend, love, to guard, or have guardianship over someone, you can't defend yourself, you're weak and defending someone you love is happiness.

However, what isn't happiness for you is what you don't have someone you can provide just that and that causes you to mentally and spiritually "wail inside if you will."

And yeah, that's just similar for your pathetic fragile ego that for you to create this "princess of Veridian knight as I previously addressed that you do this because that way there isn't any "wails if you will."

"Yeah, just for grasping the silence of the wails if you will."

''Yeah, hey you should clean your room every two or three weeks to restart the energy in your room and that's because your room is your living room where you live for half of the day because you got to normal household chores and then you go back into your hideout.''

''Yeah, this is funny, you know that you sound close to a female Lovecraft without the racism and is that a conflict or a joke to the host?

''Alright, here goes my fragile ego/my poor self image, I'm naturally thin as it is and people are going to see a woe is me you don't need to diet or you're putting yourself on a diet for junk food eating because you think this is a reward."

"And yeah, there is also something else that you're just trying to show yourself for how you can starve yourself out eating out more than once a week."

"Yeah, what you need is to start getting a luxurious item to eat, you should be doing that more and no you won't because of your poor pathetic self image of your fragile ego if you will as well.

Even though I'm a past ex-drug person, I'd miss those good sweet candy called Xannie. Well that's the childish name I called that drug because I was a childish-wrecker back in my day, however the past is no longer around us anymore and I want to focus on the mid-life now and the future.

This is why when someone asks to text me about their past-life I'm no longer interested in having a flair up or a remembrance of the sweet old candy friend Xannie, no more if you will as well.

And I should address that I guess that it takes an amount of spiritual growth to understand that I accept that I'm a person that ''performs for reality, surviving, survival and I'd everything that is performative as well.

Yeah, just my ego is fragile and I'd know that takes a level of a spiritual awareness, maturity to understand that is what I'm if you will and as well.

And what I just cannot accept is that I'm not a person, life is built on the foundations of the recycling act, once you get tired of my performative behavior as I've already addressed here that.

Yeah, just I should address my love that I'll be ready for the recycling bin and I'd know that's coming for me my love if you will and as well.

There is something I should address that may/might with my fragile ego is why I just give up on people that want to spam hi. hello, hey, how are you, what's up, how are you, hi, hello, hey, how are you, what's up and the cycle never ends.

There is no sense of validation for me or any sense of pride to continue the conversation, it's easier to just give up on the person instead and to be honest this person hasn't messaged me back yet as well.

However, there was this user I was texting on Snap that sent me a text message saying ''I guess you're not interested in texting me and you don't seem that interested in texting me.''

I sent him a text message back saying that ''I don't like to be on the spotlight every single time for starting a conversation, that's not me as a person and I don't like when someone wants to point the spotlight camera on me all the time.''

And yeah, I did/wanted to tell him this but I just know restraint is for showing off mental beauty and the only beauty I'll ever see within myself and not my skin that I'm in that I'll never be comfortable in if you will as well.

However, yeah, I just wanted to tell him that.

Yeah, just asking what's up and how. "I'm doing all the time every single day isn't going to get us anywhere.''

''It's just not going to get us anywhere, because I'm unable to identify how I'm feeling for the day and the only thing I feel are apathetic feelings, and numbness of the identity of the self every single day."

" Yeah, even my own mood for VERY rarely changes from apathetic and I can FEEL HAPPINESS FOR A LIMITED TIME for a few hours then revert back to ice cold numbness of the self if you will as well.

''This is why asking how I'm doing every single day and sometimes you ask me every single hour what it seems like how I'm feeling and doing, which these aren't real conversations to me at all.''

However, this is what I said instead ''What I need from you is I need you to help jumpstart the conversation and I cannot be the one doing this all the time.''

''Yeah, I should also address that I'd need assistance sometimes with coming up with new conversations, because the way you've been texting me lately and isn't just going to get us nowhere as well."

"Yeah, this is just because I've been put on the spotlight every single day to come up with topics and I'd need some help with this if you want to get me to speak.''

And last thing I will address with this post, yeah I'd accept chat requests. However, starting Monday I need a VERY long break from this app and if you feel the need to reach out to me because you feel in a similar way, then you should reach out as well.

And yeah, on my main bio I've added a 🔗 where you can 🔗 with me as well.