u/Platimir

Mine is definitely Sound Awake, and i think many agree. But I have had all four albums on constant repeat these last few months, and they are all amazing. I could see any other album be someones favorite.

Just the thought of me being asexual has made me depressed. I hate everything about being it, i hate that *I* have to be it, and i hate that i was made this way. Yet everytime i sit down and think about it, i typically always reach the conclusion that i probably am asexual. I always try to reach another conclusion: it's my hormones, it's my libido, whatever, but truly, it's probably not those things. It's been especially bad recently, because i like this girl and she likes me, but it just feels pointless. I told her my situation, and she respects it, but it doesn't really make any difference, obviously. It's made me realize, that I can't live the kind of life i want to. I just want to be different. How do people deal with this? Should i get some medical stuff checked before actually concluding anything or do i just have to rewire expectations for my life?