Just wanted to reach out to someone before the end
I'm a cs grad from 2024. I wasn't able to get any job after I finished. I've been homeless the day after I graduated. My parents didn't want me to live with them anymore when they saw I didn't get an offer right out of college. I was never able to get an interview anywhere after, so maybe they were right to throw me away.
Wasn't able to ever get a minimum wage job, not that it'd pay enough to even rent a room.
I gave myself a metric that if I didn't get a job 2 years after college, I'd give up on life. In less than two weeks it'll be 2 years. I've accepted it.
I've been feeding myself minimally with the leftover financial aid money I had. It's running out. The debit card will expire in a year, too.
I don't want to be on this planet anymore. I don't want to exist. I'm going to be leaving this plane of existence by the year's end.
I don't really know why I'm posting this. I just wanted to reach out to someone, anyone one last time maybe. I'm debating going to my uni for my degree paper so I can at least leave the world with it on my person. I never did get to see it. I'm sure my parents threw it out just like they did me...