Throw away account (obviously)
The flair is kind of a mix of multiple things but I can’t choose more than one.
I was assaulted whilst in school and prior to that, however, my first assault (if I can call it that) is what has been bothering me.
I was around 9 and the guy who did this was about 12. He had lied down in my bed and, had me sit on top of him. He made me do certain acts upon him that I didn’t consent to at first, then, after pressuring me I did it. I ask if this is assault because, I was on top of him so, a huge part of me feels as though it was my fault or, I had assaulted him.
If anyone can help me out a little, I’m not asking for sympathy or anything, I am just asking for some advice I suppose. TIA.
(This text was copied from my other post in COCSA)