u/Optimal_One_1073

I’m struggling with something I feel ashamed to admit.

My partner has issues with alcohol and hasn’t been fully honest or consistent in recovery. We have a baby together, and I want our family to work, but lately I find myself feeling… disgusted by him. Not just hurt or angry, but a deeper sense of disconnect and loss of respect.

I don’t want to feel this way. I want to feel love, safety, and hope again.

Has anyone been in a situation like this and been able to rebuild those feelings? Or is this kind of reaction a sign that something deeper isn’t being addressed?

I’m really trying to figure out what’s mine to work on vs. what I shouldn’t ignore.

I’m struggling with something I feel ashamed to admit.

My partner has issues with alcohol and hasn’t been fully honest or consistent in recovery. We have a baby together, and I want our family to work, but lately I find myself feeling… disgusted by him. Not just hurt or angry, but a deeper sense of disconnect and loss of respect.

I don’t want to feel this way. I want to feel love, safety, and hope again.

Has anyone been in a situation like this and been able to rebuild those feelings? Or is this kind of reaction a sign that something deeper isn’t being addressed?

I’m really trying to figure out what’s mine to work on vs. what I shouldn’t ignore.