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and I keep wondering what I did wrong. I'm going to refer to her as Jane. Jane refers to herself as an Empath and has always talked about narcissists in our friendship. a lot of her ex friends including her own ex husband are narcissists .

She has said some strange things in the past that point towards paranoia. for example, she was convinced her friend was spying on her through a crystal ball and she also ghosted this friend. her ex friend sent her gifts and a letter saying how amazing she was but jane was not impressed.

jane also talked about how her other ex friend tried saying hi across the car park and Jane ignored her, feeling embarrassed for her.

she also judged her ex friend for smiling at a funeral, at her dad's funeral. (not jane's dad.. her own dad's funeral)

but I thought everyone grieves and acts differently during those times?

ANYWAYYY I sent this friend about three voice notes. I asked if she wanted to meet over Xmas. she said yeah but then she was sick and never actually told me which was also weird. then I suggested another time.

then I sent three unrelated voice notes about things going on and basically never heard from her again except one or two odd videos on tiktok. I don't know what to do. I thought maybe she got offended or something.

have this with someone I'm interest in. he has sun and Venus in Aries. I have sun in Aries. my birthday is one day after his. His Venus is just over a degree conjunct my sun. In my eighth house. I've heard mixed things about this placement.

what do they like in relationships, how do they act? I'm interested in one but we both have sun in Aries. he's just more Aries as he has sun Venus and Mercury in Aries. so his sun and Venus conjunct my sun. his moon possibly in my first house.

so I know the title might sound a bit crazy. I've been teaching him since September. he's 21 I'm 26... 👀 now of course, nothing can happen while teaching. but let me just preface by saying this is a very laid back type academy. it's not a proper school or uni

he has definitely shown signs of liking me for sure. Now whether or not it will ever grow into something is impossible to tell. But... I stop teaching him in a few weeks. He wants to start working ther as well.... he has also said some things like how he didn't do anything for his 21st bday. that he used to have house parties but is not into booze anymore?

he's literally the sweetest and I noticed he picks up on my mood a lot and tries to make me feel good. I wasn't expecting this at all and I would never go out with a guy this younger than me.. but here I am. before I would always put my age preference to 23 at the youngest to around 35.

so I don't know... but he is just really cute and I can't stop thinking about him. and the last time we met he complimented my smell and he was being more playful.

anyway I'm just talking away here to myself. should I wait for lessons to end and make my feelings known ?