u/NoriHanako

Ok so we think the host is stressed as hell but we have no fucking clue all we know it is was Abaddon, and Matthew fronting then us and Angel dust are pushed to front thats fucking fun the gatekeeper didn’t even tell us anything about whats happening or anything before we were just pushed front like this we have no fucking clue why any of this happening rn and no one is telling us anything dose anyone else have this problem? And why dose this even happen its so annoying we need answers to whats happening

- C!TommyInnit

Ok so the question is hard to put without explaining and i think im using the right one for this if not im sorry but im looking at T to make my voice sound more neutral and im scared about im scared my dr will deny me bc i just want it for my voice really and to make me look even more gender neutral then i already look 😭 but i dont want anything else that cose with taking T and wondering if non binary’s who have been through this, trans males or anyone whos been on T or is the process of going on it tbh bc i need a bit of tips on how to go about this how what will happen if do go on T really 😅 so just mostly tips bc i have no idea what im getting myself into and i just want to have gender euphoria not gender dysphoria :(i think i worded this right if not im sorry!!!😣

Ok so im thinking im therian but I think its bc i have little whos therian that feeling of that is strong when that little is co-fronting with me and i have no idea why 🤔 dose anyone else go through this or just my system? (I know every single system is different but you can also find systems that work similar like me and one of my friends our systems work similar)

- Ash (Host)

FUCK! We cant leave Canada when we are older we stuck in canada….permanently! Unless your rich and can pay half a million dollars to leave! The host planned on going to the UK for uni, then the Netherlands to live….and now they cant leave Canada at all this is fucking sickening to see canada following North Korea for that following the USA for laws this is not safe in Canada for us at all and we cant leave this fucking messed up on a new lvl completely! We dont what to do should we start a go fund me bc we have years left we are 18 next year and we have no idea what to do about this and the host is panicking and freaked out we just hope we can leave fucking Canada bc this is insane!

- ???? (Not sure whos typing)

So basically i cant get tested or dingsed for DID no one will do with in my city or province :( i have to wait until i leave Canada to get tested and i dont know if this will be at this point self dinsging or still suspected 😅 i have been suspecting DID for myself for years :( since i was 12 im an adult next year and cant get dingest bc sycolgests are payed out of pocket:( and they are thousands of dollars can no can pay that :( it feels like to me that getting digenst with DID is more of privilege to people who are rich, wealthy, or otherwise in a different country its so hard for me tbh the only other way I can get dingost is basicly ending up in the mental hospital and i really dont want that :( but thats the only way for me and it sucks tbh and i dont know what to do should i just tell people at this point “im a system” just not tell them if im dingest or not? Or keep saying im a suspected system? I dont know what to do :( at this point and im getting worried not sure what to do anymore

- Ash (Host)

I cant be the only one who thought they weren’t non binary for years and the thought of being trans or non binary just didnt feel right 😭 im 17 in a few months and i just found out im trans non binary after years of going threw many things i found that out 😅 an LGBT+ camp helped me :D find out who i was after years i hope im not the only who pushed this down and still do bc of everything i feel scared :( tbh i dont know what about you guys? 🤔