Awkward in the way that you don’t tell your preference and even during the act it’s so awkward /shy to watch your partner looking at you , doing things to you ,that you prefer being blindfolded, not as a kink but because you feel safe and unseen
Our values don’t align (I’m agnostic and bf a devout Christian) . He’s very sweet 99% of the time , but whenever the topic is about god/religion, it’s really hard to agree to each other . I , for all part ,can’t relate to any of his views , he thinks i’m "limited knowledge” just bc i don’t agree w his beliefs, while i feel he’s the limited knowledge one with being very narrow minded . We mostly argue in this topic whenever he tries to act missionary and preach. I find it very double standard tbh . Religion for me is just propaganda and very misogynistic and God ,a myth . I never bothered acknowledging or denying it’s existence. Bf agrees on not forcing or asking me to convert after marriage (still lowkey tries to take me to church and sulk when i don’t) but says ,wants our (future) kids to take Christianity, which I’m against as i’m open to letting the children decide to follow whatever religion they want( or none). Bt he’s like, a parent’s duty is to teach their children the right path, and Jesus is the right path 😮💨😮💨 i can already see the future disagreement and fights. What to do