u/NewPaleScar6090

-As the title says, my 1st exposure to this awful shit was at that very young age. I'm from south america, from Venezuela specifically. I was playing in cybercafé in my neighborhood, and these other kids from who knows where come at me, in the computer I was, and said: "Hey, you wanna see something cool?", and then put on a cartoon porn. The manager kicked them out because of this, but I had already saw it.

-Weeks later I searched for that in my Grandmother's computer, and got caught. My mother was crying because she obviously didn't like her child to be watching that stuff and such a young age, and my father belted me to let me that wasn't ok.

-A few years later, my parents hire this 15 year old girl from the countryside, to be our babysitter. I'm never going to forgive myself from not having protected my Brother, because she was abusive to him. She was the person to which I had the 1st sexual encounters. WE LITERALLY HAD SEX 7 TIMES.. My parents kicked her out once they noticed that my little Brother was afraid of her; He's Autistic & Non-Verbal, and she noticed this because of his Body language. I'm never going to forgive myself for not protecting him. Never.

-Today I'm 27 years old, I'm still struggling with Porn addiction. My longest streak is 120 days, that I broke a few days ago because I though that beating my meat was going to help me sleep. Newsflash: It didn't. It only worsen it. Please, whatever you do. Don't end up like me, Nor let any children end up like me.

Just as the title says. I had the goal for this year reach a whole year without PMO. However, on May the 4th, I had issues with my sleep. The urges came, and I started to think: "What if it helps me to sleep? I really need to sleep right now". And it was all for nothing because it didn't help me at all. I got scammed by my thoughts and the urges. Please, don't commit the same mistake that I did.

-Now, if I may mention my progress, this was my longest streak so far. 125 days. At least I made some progress, but I really wished I didn't relapsed. I wasn't worthy, not in the slightest

I always find funny that the guy that belted over insignificant stuff, once asked if I wanted to beat him, when I was practicing Boxing.

-As the title says, my 1st exposure to this awful shit was at that very young age. I'm from south america, from Venezuela specifically. I was playing in cybercafé in my neighborhood, and these other kids from who knows where come at me, in the computer I was, and said: "Hey, you wanna see something cool?", and then put on a cartoon porn. The manager kicked them out because of this, but I had already saw it.

-Weeks later I searched for that in my Grandmother's computer, and got caught. My mother was crying because she obviously didn't like her child to be watching that stuff and such a young age, and my father belted me to let me that wasn't ok.

-A few years later, my parents hire this 15 year old girl from the countryside, to be our babysitter. I'm never going to forgive myself from not having protected my Brother, because she was abusive to him. She was the person to which I had the 1st sexual encounters. My parents kicked her out once they noticed that my little Brother was afraid of her; He's Autistic & Non-Verbal, and she noticed this because of his Body language. I'm never going to forgive myself for not protecting him. Never.

-Today I'm 27 years old, I'm still struggling with Porn addiction. My longest streak is 120 days, that I broke a few days ago because I though that beating my meat was going to help me sleep. Newsflash: It didn't. It only worsen it. Please, whatever you do. Don't end up like me, Nor let any children end up like me.

Good Evening, Everyone. I have a cousin who suffered greatly from my pos father's side. We had a family meeting (my parents were not there), and he started venting out on the awful things he suffered in his childhood and teenage years. Same things caused him to be an alcoholic. He now has a good life, with a wife, and 3 wonderful children.

When I told my parents about him venting, they replied: "Yeah, but people move on with life. They shouldn't be stuck with the past". My pos father literally witnessed all the abuse my cousin suffered, and still said this.

-This is not the 1st time of him being that shitty. He mentioned that people who committed suicide were cowards. My mother and I told him that some things and pains were just so much to handle, and that what he was saying was insensitive. He just replied: "Only tough walks tough roads". What a piece of trash.