u/Neo-Aurelian

Problem/Goal: Run for SK Kagawad despite at a working age
Context:
I’m 23, currently graduating psych. It was always my dream to run for it but never got the chance to during my 18s dahil sa pandemic and financial problems, I’ve always wanted to be part of my local community and help.

I believe I got what it takes, student leader and journalist ako and even founder of the debate society at my state university.

Pero sabi nila, nakakahiya na. 23 na dapat magtratrabaho na, should I still go for it?

I recently had a hookup, he said he was clean and his last check up was this year’s april. Added him on facebook, he seems like a kind guy.

I had receptive intercourse, It was my first time. We had lube but we didn’t use any condom, we agreed na he wouldn’t blow a load on me, and he didn’t (afaik)

at one point he said I was bleeding because I was a virgin… I asked him about it later on because I didn’t think I had any discomfort or bleeding of some kind, he said it was a joke, his weird kink. Idk that set me off

I sucked him off but I couldn’t do it so I just did him handjob.

He said he had tested negative with conflicting accounts on when he actually got tested. He first said April 14, later on he said March… he reassures me constantly he’s clean but idk maybe I’m too paranoid

This happened two days ago and its eating me up.