Today I felt a little insecure in front of some colleagues
Context: I'm 20 years old and I'm starting to surround myself with animators between 25 and 35 who already have several years in the industry and a lot of experience. I met them through a small collaborative project. I hang out with them and we talk a bit, but lately I've been feeling somewhat... "Inferior?"
I realize that my work is clearly smaller than theirs, and even when we do things like group drawings to pass the time, what I do falls far short of theirs, making me feel less.
Not to mention that I also have a bit of resentment towards one of them with whom I had a misunderstanding. He tends to say things like I'm very strange or speaks to me in a curt manner.
It's a bit discouraging because even in an environment where there are supposedly people who understand my future profession, I can't really express myself, since my achievements are much smaller compared to theirs.