u/Muted-Ad8505

I’ve been feeling overwhelmed while my mom were gone, and it’s been bothering me. It’s been getting harder lately, especially after my big sis called me "Whiny B#tch" cuz of my attitude yesterday.

Even last week she wants me to wake up Chris. Even though she told me she was gonna wake her up every Friday. While I wake him up on Monday-Thursday.

I’ve faced a lot of hurt growing up—abandonment, trust issues, and being treated poorly by my family and past relationships. I’m autistic, the only left-handed person in my family, which includes my older sister, two younger brothers, and my mom, and I often feel misunderstood. I'm not very good at asking people for help like my family for example. Every time I asked my family for help, they either yelled or tell me to do things by myself even if I am autistic.My biological dad isn’t around, and I’ve longed for love, understanding, and the father-daughter bond I never had. Loving myself is hard.

I’m Kimi 22F from US Georgia, autistic who usually talks about my original characters like Creationverse and my Mha oc, Mio Kobyashi that I've been working on for six years, animes like My hero academia, Angels of Death and Kaiju No.8, or music I’m into these days. Some of my OCs look similar that share things like flowers, scarves, outfits, or accessories on the outside, their stories and souls are different from my childhood days until now.

What a nightmare, Here I am trying to find someone who'll be interested in my channel and creations of what I make for six years. But ended up being ghosted, Blocked or worse get flirted on all because some people are into Nsfw and I'm not since I'm Asexual. I feel like every day God is not by my side to at least help me with my problem or getting me real fans. I feel like life is so unfair someone for someone who's been in a mess up family who's autistic and only left-handed middle child of the family like me.

I usually talk about my original characters like Creationverse and my Mha oc, Mio Kobyashi that I've been working on for six years, my yt channel as a gachatuber who needs 74 subscribers to reach 3k, animes like My hero academia, or music I’m into. Some of my OCs look similar that share things like flowers, scarves, outfits, or accessories on the outside, their stories and souls are different from my childhood days until now.

I’m Kimi 22F from US Georgia, autistic who usually talks about my original characters like Creationverse and my Mha oc, Mio Kobyashi that I've been working on for six years. animes like My hero academia, Angels of Death and Kaiju No.8, or music I’m into these days. Some of my OCs look similar that share things like flowers, scarves, outfits, or accessories on the outside, their stories and souls are different from my childhood days until now. These past few days has been stressful and tiring to be honest.

I don't get people these days. People just always wanted nsfw. I mean what's so special about that!? I'm just an autistic girl who's into creativity and trying her best to reach 3k on YouTube channel!! The only reason I get ghosted on all the dang time is because I usually talk about my original characters, my yt channel as a gachatuber, animes like My hero academia, or music I’m into!!! Do you think that's boring!?

Let me know if you're interested in my yt channel or just want to support it. I only need 75 subscribers to reach 3k. These past 3 days has been stressful for me trying to get there.

I’m Kimi 22F from US Georgia, autistic who usually talks about my original characters like Creationverse and my Mha oc, Mio Kobyashi that I've been working on for six years as a YouTuber, animes like My hero academia, Angels of Death and Kaiju No.8, or music I’m into these days. Some of my OCs look similar that share things like flowers, scarves, outfits, or accessories on the outside, their stories and souls are different from my childhood days until now. I only need 74 subscribers to reach 3k.

I’m Kimi 22F from US Georgia, autistic who usually talks about my original characters like Creationverse and my Mha oc, Mio Kobyashi that I've been working on for six years as a YouTuber, animes like My hero academia, Angels of Death and Kaiju No.8, or music I’m into these days. Some of my OCs look similar that share things like flowers, scarves, outfits, or accessories on the outside, their stories and souls are different from my childhood days until now. I only need 74 subscribers to reach 3k.

I’m Kimi 22F from US Georgia, autistic who usually talks about my original characters like Creationverse and my Mha oc, Mio Kobyashi that I've been working on for six years as a YouTuber, animes like My hero academia, Angels of Death and Kaiju No.8, or music I’m into these days. Some of my OCs look similar that share things like flowers, scarves, outfits, or accessories on the outside, their stories and souls are different from my childhood days until now.