u/MoreRedThanWine26

Lately, I’ve noticed that I’ve been seeing more than what my eyes can physically see. Let me explain.

Since going through a severe depression, I’ve experienced a complete shift in my sense of self and in the way I perceive life. Everything about me and my perspective changed deeply. I’m not sure if this is what people call an awakening.

I’ve become far more compassionate and empathetic. I no longer look at things from only my own perspective, but from multiple points of view. During my depression, I also experienced many strange synchronicities and events that made me wonder whether I had somehow manifested them or simply sensed them coming. I’ve also found myself feeling deeply in sync with the people around me, especially those closest to me.

The way I managed to pull myself out of my depression was through meditation and becoming more spiritual. I found a sense of peace in that. During one of my meditations, my body suddenly felt extremely hot, and I lost awareness of the world around me. I felt as though I was floating outside of my body. It scared me, so I stopped meditating for good... I am regretful now tho

Lately, though, I’ve been feeling as if there’s something important I’m supposed to focus on spiritually... something I’m overlooking and it leaves me feeling a bit lost. I also can’t seem to focus during meditation anymore, and I don’t know why.

Can you help me understand what I may have been going through, what I might be experiencing now, and how I can overcome this blockage and better develop my spiritual side and know if I may have a spirtual gift...

Hey, so a couple of days ago I posted about my ex-situationship and this “girl” slid into my DMs… The account had 0 karma and was made recently, I think like 3 days ago or something. That was the first red flag, but I answered anyway.

She said she felt bad about what happened to me and that she had a similar experience with her ex (a girl), bla bla. She told me her story and we kept talking for a couple of days. That’s when I started noticing some weird patterns…

She expressed that she was interested in me, which honestly I found weird, mais 3adi, I know some people do that. I was honest and told her I don’t feel anything towards her and I’m not really looking for anything right now, but who knows, maybe if I got to know her more things could change.

Now here’s where I started questioning who TF I was talking to

When she talked about her ex, she said that her ex “turned her gay” and that she wouldn’t be gay if it wasn’t for her, and that she “ruined her"

She says she’s bi, but she can’t stop talking about s3x, specifically with men… and she told me that I’ll “never understand” since I’m a lesb, and I have try it with man to know if I am really a lesb ... And I quote “until a man throws you around and fcks your brains out”... Hmm… okay tf? She said it multiple times too, even after I expressed my discomfort.

Then when I started talking about the LGBTQ community, she told me “ghire tay5awro” and that she doesn’t consider herself gay or part of the community and she'll never be.

When she asked if I wanted kids, I said yes, and she was like: “Well that’s disgusting, we’re gay, we’re gonna ruin them, and gay people shouldn’t have or want children.”

When I told her I’m a feminist, and she went on this huge rant about how the LGBTQ propaganda “ruined” me, how this mentality is stupid, “ ghire tane5awro,” that I’m woke, bla bla… a whole rant about her miserable life and how men disappointed her, but she still loves and trusts them more than women and that she did men wrong multiple times but are still nice to her, and that girls are more shitty out mesmoumine than men. Like okay, I understand everyone has their own experiences, but girl be fr

And then I told her I genuinely think I’m talking to a dude, and she was like: “Well if you want, ndiro appel vidéo and I’ll show you how my body is beautiful and everything f blastha…”

Honestly, after writing all this, I’m convinced it was a dude, because no girl is this shallow and one-dimensional mais bon…

So yeah, make of this what you want and be aware, losers lurk within this subreddit....

Hey I was wondering what does 66 kshifa means.

Not the expression ... no I mean what is kshifa and why 66 of it exactly?

And from where comes the saying ?

Any idea ?

It’s been three years since I had that situationship with this girl. It was really painful to get over her, but I’m glad I did, it took me about a year.. so it's been 2 years since I was over her for good...

But today I had this dream that shook me to my core, and I couldn’t stop thinking about her all day...

Then I checked the date and realized it would’ve been our anniversary.

Like… what the hell, brain? Get over her already and let me live, for God’s sake it was only a situationship ... A 3 months situationship 😭

Hey everyone

I’m looking to connect with other queer folks who are into spirituality... I’m really into things like astrology, meditation, energy work, crystals, spiritual growth, chakra work and enlightenment... I’ve also been exploring tarot lately and I would like to know more about it..

I’d love to have open-minded conversations about life, consciousness, and all things spiritual with people who share similar interests

Also no minors thank you