u/Minute_Shallot_5369

hey I am 23F .I had a bad dream last night. plz listen carefully and seriously

meine dekha ke me graduation krli hy or me doctor ban gai hon, or graduation ke bad me teacher ban gai hon, me hospital jaati hon bacho ko parhaany or bachon ko patients k pass ly jaati hon , phir achanak aek patient ko kuch hone lag jata hy bachy mjh se pochty hen ke ab kia kren , me panic krny lag jaati hon kiu ke mjhy kuch pta ni hota , me kehti hon tramadol ki goli da do, aek bachi patient ko goli da deti hy os se patient ki halat or khrb hojati hy phir wo bachi meri complaint krdeti hy ke mn hospital me sb se zyda nalike doctor hon ,

phir sara hospital ka staff ikhta hojata hy or taiz aandhi tofan bhi aarha hota hy, mjhy paseeny aarhy hoty, mn sochti hon me idr se bhaag jaon par gate me sb chokidar waghera khry hoty hen,

pta ni shayed ye mera subconscious mind tha . par acha ni lga khwb mjy ye . I thibk mjhy zyda prhai krni chaiye . plz mjyy achy se resources bta dain or time management jis se me achi prhai krskon

hey everyone I am 23. and I've been pretty average my whole life but I cant take it anymore. I am in 3rd year of medicine I see everyone competing, discussing complex concepts and here I am knowing the basics of everything. and I am already excluded . I wanna be on the top and knowledgeable too .

is it possible for me after all this life ? if yea then as for 3rd year student where should I start and what resource shpuld I use to get clear , concepts and knowledge for deep understanding . atleast in 4th year I wanna be in top 10 .

I am 23F . i am born and raised in muslim household, and my house wasn't that strict. but i use to be religious, I was home with my parents and siblings then I moved out it's been 4 years I am living alone . I feel no security at all I don't have close friends too who checks on me , my brain make false negative sensnrios now about everything.

also I left my religions for a while now and my peace has gone , I sometime think maybe I shpuld return to religion and find peace but it doenst work when I try to pray. , I go to my parents I resent them for not calling me in 4 years and not even checking on me and hating me when i was struggling.

I've got no one not a single person in this world. I can't control my emotions and brain, I am being too aggressive to certain people too, also , too negative about everything . I don't know what to do my head hurts. , my chest aches , my body hurts I am bed rotting for past 2 to 3 months and gained weight like 12kgs.

I have nightmares every single every single night's can't escape them , I don't wanna sleep coz of them , whenever even at day time I take nap I get nightmares for past 2 years every single night is terrible to me 😭😭

hey everyone I am 23F and I study in another country, my parents send me pocket money each month par they make me feel sever guilty of taking their money . they should be happy now coz they succeeded. I am guilty of taking their money for my expense at this age and they choose dgreee for me they chose country for me when they couldn't handle expenses they blamed me for some reasons .

I can't buy a nice dress I feel guilty of bcz the way they say we can't do this yet we r doing it and alot more I am deeply ashamed . i can't wear good dresses, I can't wear anything expensive even I can afford . I can't spend on my own at all . all I have left is guilt now