u/MiddleWise1899

14M

Ive ejaculated 4 times in my whole life all within the last like 45 days. I've been terrified of it because to me it seems impure and disgusting or unnatural (even though it obviously is). Every time i get over one fear another takes over, i got over my fear of wet dreams for the most part which for 3 weeks prevented me from getting more than 1-2 hours of sleep. Just now i learned what the P-Spot is and it just adds to another thing to be anxious about. This whole thing seems disgusting to me and 2026 has already been the hardest and/or worst year of my life for a multitude of reasons and this has just made it 500,000x harder for me. How do i get over this fear? (it's not a small fear, it has affected my life and taken over my life for the better part of 1 1/2 months snd i've never been this scared of anything in my life and idk why im so scared) What should i do?

out of nowhere i started having them every weekend idk why. When will it stop, 14M btw

pretty much the title but i also want everything to go exactly how it went in real life, such WW2, 9/11 or going all the way back to the dawn of religions in 100BC-100AD

i look in the mirror and i can't believe that the person looking back is actuallt me and that im stuck with them for my whole life

she always comments on my weight and every time i eat she says something like "i think you had enough". Just now i had breakfast and i grabbed a piece of bacon and she goes "i think you had enough cholesterol today" after i ate a bagel and an egg. how do i get her to stop its making me not want to eat at all or at least not in front of her

14M, never experienced a major death yet in my life, my parents are in their 50s , grandparents 75-79 range (all 4 of them) my dog is 4 and has a disease. I'm scared of them getting sick or suffering or them getting cancer or get in a car crash or a heart attack or just about all of the infinite possibilities. I'm a very lonely person and not alot of people like me and them and a few real friends are all i got. I'm also scared of one of my friends suddenly dying by getting hit by a car or kidnapped or something. i care more about all them than myself, infinitely more, id take a bullet for any of them in a heartbeat

i had a wet dream this morning; about myself. does anyone know why i have wet dreams about myself or have anyone else had them

i've only ever ejaculated twice, both from a wet dream, i'm scared of masterbation and ejaculation and i've been nonstop overthinking about it for weeks to the point where im too scared to go to sleep because of a wet dream. i always end up passing out at like 4am. all the sensations like the "pulses" or "contractions" make it seem unnatural and to me, even if it is natural it's still disgusting. 14M btw