How do you forgive someone countless times?
Hello I'm Nathan, I have an older brother who's full of BS, I'm so tired of his antics, like this one time he stole my money and gaslight me thinking that I put it somewhere, when we both know he stole it, fyi I'm very patience, but he's been striking my nerves lately, It's not like I can just cut him off like a stranger, he's also my older brother, so it's not like I can just brawl with him I would get beaten up, he's so annoying that whenever I see his face I think of different scenarios to kill him, this one time that we almost got into an argument, and I back down first, showing him my vulnerable side, crying that I hate him always annoying me, and do you know what he did, he tells it like a story to the whole family just to annoy me, so you can just imagine how I hate this man, I don't know what will I do if I didn't let go of this abhorrent, one day I might just be on the news if this continues... So please any suggestions will do, any comfort, anything.