u/Medical-Wrongdoer-48

next to a biological male to is crazy😔 its truly over

Im 5’10 and my shoulders measure 17 inches, they are extremely sqaure and broad. I lowkey was trying to hide them here, but still. I cant wear anything i want without looking HUGE up top.

My moms shoulders are also 17 inches and my mom would get trans allegations back in russia when she was younger (she told me😭)

My face kind of saves me (Recessed chin, big eyes big full lips natural long lashes) but my body does me no good.

If not what makes it clocky?

i am ALWAYS slouching back, you will NEVER catch me with my shoulders relaxed. i am suprised i dont have back injuries from how much i push my shoulders back in every fucking photo

i still have so much dysphoria from when i first started transitioning lol😭 but im almost 18 and can get surgerys soon!! :D

Sorry if this is getting annoying but my shoulders have to be 100% of where my dysphoria goes. It’s all I can think about every day. Im 5’10 and my shoulders are like 17-18 inches wide and it genuinely makes me suicidal😭😭 I wear like the same things on rotation because of them, I tried to gain 10 pounds for weight distribution to my hips but it seems like i gained it to fast and binged on unhealthy food and it went straight back up to my upperbody.

I still ended up being 5’10 and went through a intense puberty lol, f my life.

Anyone other mtfs have this? apparently just means I had a lack of testosterone in the womb, WHY DIDNT I HAVE A LACK OF IT IN PUBERTY??

For reference im 5’10 and wear a womens shoe size 9.5, i literally feel like bigfoot in public and compared to cis girls and lowkey i just dont feel passable. Are they bad??? I wish i was shorter ALL the time😭

Literally my BIGGEST insecurity. I feel like a total MAN from the back because of them. not only are my shoulders broad but i have these big ass scapulas.

Please tell me what i can do to fix them. I hate my life

(8 months HRT) For reference im 5’10 (prob 5’11) and my meaty ass shoulders measure at 17 inches. I can never wear any tops I want and I feel like a big man around EVERYONE. I just want to chainsaw my shoulders off to be honest. I hate you male puberty.

Sorry about the vent. im just feeling so hopeless. HRT is doing nothing for my damn upper body. I tried weight cycling and the weight went all back up to my upper body. Lol!