u/Master-Spinach7570

I thought cord reading was a way. But then realized that it’s just apart of the ritual of cord cutting. I don’t really have the skill on tarot reading just yet.. Are there ways i can read it with candles?

My ex and i broke up over the fact that he lied behind my back. My friends have been there since we started dating, They have seen everything possible, every-time i cry, every time Im happy. But in some ways i felt forced to end things, Its easy for some people to tell me oh you shouldn’t be so bothered by what others think, i don’t but when it comes to my best friends i have no choice. So i hate that, i lost my relationship. They’re right to be overprotective of me, i would be just the same but every-time this topic gets brought up they scream at me make me feel horrible and i know they have no intentions of harm, but it sucks because i just feel alone but i feel alone because i miss my ex so much. He opened my eyes to various things in a relationship. Im so indecisive over the fact if i wanna stay with him because im not even sure if it’s my feelings clouding my judgement. But ill take any advice given

My ex and i broke up, because he lied behind my back and met his girl best friend. Theres more context behind it but, thats not what’s really important to me. My friends they’re against it, i believe it when he tells me he can change I’ve seen changes throughout our breakup. I want help on any types of methods? that can help me not lose my friends over this. I love him so dearly and I love my friends, he and i are on no contact right now but i wanna keep both sides in my life, Im so certain i can balance things out.