u/Master-Fudge-8825

so, when i was younger, i remember being at my grandma's house, i dont remember how old i was or what year it was, i was watching youtube on my mom's phone, we usually watched it together and we would watch scary videos, when my mom was busy and had to leave the room, i accidentally went back and saw a thumbnail of a skinless?bloody?corpse, i cant remember if it was skinless or just bloody but it was in a ball pit??and i remember it was sitting face at the camera, and i remember McDonalds being related somehow, i dont remember if i was eating it or it was in the thumbnail

im 14f, theres a high chance my mom is a creep, the first time it happened, i was younger, maybe five or older?i dont remember, but anyways, i was pretending to be asleep, my mom was drunk, i remember feeling my mom hump against me, same thing happened again but in October of 2025, but this time i was actually asleep, she was really drunk, i woke up to her humping me and rubbing her knee between my legs, i was too scared to say or do anything so i fell back asleep, and in march this year, again, she was drunk, she kept trying to kiss me while the cops were arriving, but the reason why i dont feel valid is because i was clothed in all of these incidents, no penetration was involved, i have nightmares about what happened and i have flashbacks but what if im being dramatic??

so, im 14 f and my friend is also 14, so this happened in late november of 2025, early in the same month, i finally realized that i was being groomed because of what a pervert said to me, so later that same month, i told my friend and explained why i was so aggressive in middle of that year(for more added context, i would act out aggressively), and i when i told them it was because i was being groomed by older people online, they didnt care at all, they were acting silly and said to me "i miss who you used to be" so for more context, when i was being groomed and for a while after that, i would act overly sexual because i thought it was normal, non of my friends or family noticed because yk, i was a teenager, all teenagers are horny, so anyways, of course i was deeply hurt by what my friend said and i started acting clearly upset and freaked out completely so i got really mad at them and ignored their messages for weeks, i know they're 14 and dont understand how BAD grooming is but it still hurts me,i was recovering really well until they said that to me, it felt like no one cared about what happened to me and i should just act normal, and it upsets me even more that my girlfriend is friends with them, i never told my girlfriend about what happened but still