Kinda specific but I found myself having subtle lash extensions that curled my lashes upward, and I used an eyelash curler upside down to make them downturned. Now I feel like one of those guys with really long lashes that stick straight down. Like I’ve always wanted to be a guy with thick lashes and thick eyebrows, where it doesn’t make them look “pretty” but just like they have more body hair.
It’s not that I would NEVER be interested in intercourse it’s that the parts themselves turn me off. They’re so ugly and weird looking and awkward though maybe that could be immaturity/lack of experience? It’s not that I’m not into gendered anatomy either because I like both feminine and masculine features, it’s just that those parts specifically don’t feel like any gender just sort of there and meant to never be seen. I’m also gender fluid though and don’t concern myself with that part of my anatomy so maybe it’s a result of that? Idk I was wondering if anyone else considers themselves on the ace spectrum just on the basis of not being sexually attracted to genitals.