u/Mammoth_Relative_558

are they real symptoms from OCD? how to overcome it?

in my music class, there is a boy who at first i didn’t care about him, found him ugly and cringe. But then one day i had a thought that he would be the perfect boyfriend and now everytime i see him i feel like he would be a good boyfriend to me and like i want to seek that rush of dopamine that i feel, even though i before only felt it for girls :( someone please help me

how could i ever live not knowing if i am truly those things that OCD tells me i am? how can i live with myself if i don’t know if i am a good person?