u/Mammoth_Divide_3657

So basically I 13f have been playing violin for almost 5yrs

But I've had major health issues and mental issues holding me back on practicing

My mom 45(f) has been threatening to take it away from my lack of practicing it already scared me hearing that but once again I'm usually in pain or are unmotivated

I tell her this constantly and she ignores me completely and gets mad when I don't practice

And for the past like year?? She had like threatened me and today she finally decided to just you know say she'll stop paying for it

The thing is I practice everytime I can and will even force myself to play

tl;dr my disability is amplified musculoskeletal pain syndrome and I suffer from autism depression anxiety and adhd (yes all diagnosed)

Basically my mom always says dhe loves me and she's always here for me but other times she's distant and rude doesn't really seem to care about me at all I can be crying and she just doesn't care I can't tell if she even cares about me anymore

Sorry my writing isn't good I'm kinda young ish like middle school young