u/Mammoth_Cap_8633

I am a gay guy 25m in a smaller city. No matter how hard I try I feel avoided. Dating apps connections with people irl and online platonic or not. People seem to avoid me not want to be around me. I just wish I was told why. I feel like I'm broken. I feel disgusting. Even though I know I'm not. I have never been in a relationship. And I keep telling myself its ok that it will come eventually but honestly I'm not sure. People have seemed to have avoided me for one reason or another since I was a kid. Whether it's because of my observable disability or because I am autistic throughout my life people have avoided me. I sound like a complete incel loser but I'm just tired of it. I don't want to be angry at others there's probably myself to blame for most of it. Many people blame others for their own issues and thats wrong. I just wanted to vent I guess.

Im 25m I feel like nobody messages me. People seem to rarely reply when I try to start a convo. It's not just a few people but over and over and over I go on unanswered. I've not had many friends outside of family my whole life and everytime I try I get met with silence. I'm into gaming and anime. I also like politics and current events but we don't have to talk about that. I would like to just have a convo.

Im 25m I feel like nobody messages me. People seem to rarely reply when I try to start a convo. It's not just a few people but over and over and over I go on unanswered. I've not had many friends outside of family my whole life and everytime I try I get met with silence. I'm into gaming and anime. I also like politics and current events but we don't have to talk about that. I would like to just have a convo.