u/MammothAssistant2397

I am not here to rant but I am not able to get out of this depression state bc I am really comfortable with the life I have right now. Just laying in bed all day and watching anime and movies even though I am a 20 year old man.

I am comfortable but I feel guilty and anxious about the future. I find no hobby interesting and nothing makes me happy. Leaving this addiction is going from 100 to 0. And there is nothing to replace it. I just suffer all the time.

I can't even do simple things such as fixing my sleep cycle. I am getting a feeling that if I keep going like this then my body is going to give up and I am getting the signs. I am so done with my life. Please help me out.

I am not here to rant but I am not able to get out of this depression state bc I am really comfortable with the life I have right now. Just laying in bed all day and watching anime and movies even though I am a 20 year old man.

I am comfortable but I feel guilty and anxious about the future. I find no hobby interesting and nothing makes me happy. Leaving this addiction is going from 100 to 0. And there is nothing to replace it. I just suffer all the time.

I can't even do simple things such as fixing my sleep cycle. I am getting a feeling that if I keep going like this then my body is going to give up and I am getting the signs. I am so done with my life. Please help me out.

If there is any accountability buddy, I would like that also.

Same as the title. I just don't want to put in effort and I watch movies and waste time. I am just fed up with everything. I want to rest and enjoy. The major that I am studying, I've no interest in it

I am a big fan of investigation horror/thriller. I have watched a ton of the popular ones but I need some hidden gems.

Some of my fav:

Dark gathering - this is goat 🐐

Another

Corpse party

Ghost hunt

B2 the beginning

When they cry

Now you know about my taste. So please recommend some.

I am currently in my 2nd year as a bachelor's computer science. I have knowledge of AI/ML. I have 2 research paper in the field of AI in healthcare.

But I want to change my career to biology - especially field biology / ecology is really appealing to me. How can I do that? Is there any masters program that I could get into with my computer skills ??

But I also want to have field biology experience. Not just sitting on a computer all day.

I don't know what is wrong with me. I don't want to do anything- even the things that used to feel interesting. I just stare at the screen all day and i can't snap out of it. I am so sad and depressed. What a pity I have become.

I wish I was never born. My head hurts all the time. I am always jealous of people who are getting ahead in life. Why am I like this, why did things have to be like this.

I just don't want to live anymore. Seeing my own destruction through my eyes and I can't do anything to change it. I don't have the courage or the motivation to do anything now. Just let me rest.

What do I even do in this situation. I came to this sub to ask for help. Things are not getting better. It's been - 5 years now. They won't get better. I'll be a pathetic loser for life. I just want to sleep forever now. Wtf am I supposed to do stupid ass life